Bay's Wonderland

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2009-09-16T18:05:00.001+08:00

My Blog
is
OFFICIALLY

CLOSED DOWN
until further notice..

: )

thanks for visiting!

Do-Re-Mi

2009-08-30T15:17:00.002+08:00

finally.. i did some updates in my blogs... was really busy for my first week subjects.. "Pain and Temperature".. i don't even have time to breath on the first few days after class started.. revising.. studying.. gosh.. it was really hectic..

i was supposed to be in a hall by now.. orientating my juniors.. which i finally decided not to.. mainly because i am lazy.. and of course.. i want to study for my new subject tomorrow.. "Respiratory, Circulation and Urinalysis".. gosh.. time passes by really fast.. and i am quite happy of it.. because it makes me capable to see my family really soon!!

well.. my initial plan to blog everyday kinda fail.. i really never expected that i will be THAT busy once i started class... therefore.. i shall now PROUDLY announced a call-off for that plan.. haha..

and great.. like always.. my internet here never once made me happy.. uploading this post i taking me ages.. and look!! it is just 4 paragraphs.. and they can't upload it fast either.. STUPID connection.. period...

will update soon.. : )
pictures too.. haha...

Short Updates

2009-08-20T01:22:00.002+08:00

short update for the day!!

i had my lunch in a Restaurant around Sungai Besi.. i don't really remembered the address.. but the food there were really really fresh and tasty.. i still want to devour more food there.. if i have the chance before i flew back this coming Sunday.. .. >>!

how i wish they had a branch or something in Indonesia.. haha.. zzz..

which obviously..
that will never happen..
zzz..

Letting it Go

2009-08-18T12:40:00.010+08:00

Mental retarded kiddo!!

well.. Eric said that i have facial structure issues.. zzz.. back to the post.. this was taken after i had my dinner in Sushi King, Tesco, Puchong 2 days ago.. (late updates)

have you people actually visited the worst condition restaurant in all times?? i mean.. like really really really bad condition punya restaurant.. zzz... if you haven't.. give it a try by taking your meal here.. it is a good experience actually... (and you will never come back here anymore!!)

the air conditionals in the restaurant were all dead.. (coincidence??) and they actually used standing fans instead.. (saving electricity i guess..zzz...) this was my first time ever devouring sushi in a very HOT sushi restaurant.. even before the dishes arrived.. i am sweating my way out already.. and the varieties of sushi served there were so little.. if i am not mistaken.. they only barely placed 5-7 types of dishes on top of the conveyor belt.. zzz... and frankly speaking.. i didn't enjoy that meal at all.. it is expensive and it tasted yucky.. zzzz...

this was what i had for my dinner.. a set of Udon Tempura.. it is really a small bowl of Udon.. >>! and of course... some plates of sushi..zzz.. gosh.. i almost wanna smack my head on the wall when i was swallowing the sushi... try imagining eating the same dish over and over again.. issh... no varieties at all!! >>!

well.. at least my youngest brother did enjoyed himself.. he love eating Unagi.. and most of the dishes served there are filled with unagi-es... so.. he actually ate quite alot that night.. and overall... thats what my family and me had in the end... 21 plates of sushies..

for your info.. we can eat even more.. as we LOVE sushies!!
if it wasn't for the lousy foods served that night.. zzz..
anyways..
lets move on..

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i really felt proud that my friend could finally let it go (his love i mean).. it is true that sometimes.. letting things go are really hard.. humans have emotions... and as days goes by.. love strengthen our bond together.. and when that bond developed is too strong.. letting it go will be so hard.. till sacrifices are needed in order to break them apart..

i myself am a human.. and i truly understand how a person felt when he/she actually loses their love ones.. tears rushing out from the eyes while no one is beside you to comfort you.. heart scattering into pieces... heart sore that hurts so badly until words can't describe it.. and the only way to reduced such pain is to let it go.. and may Time be the one doing the healing...

i haven't got myself into a relationship yet.. mainly because i just want to find the only one in my life.. the only one.. which until now.. i myself haven't really find her yet.. my Mrs.Right.. maybe because many people thinks i am not serious in times.. and that i do admit.. but isn't people suppose to analyze the inner personality of a person instead of their looks and their outer disguise.. everyone will have a disguise.. in order to gain people's heart.. zzz.. but once time passes by.. their true colours will start to fade.. and when that happens.. it is now the time we could really see how they are in life..

i am a joker in life.. but how many people in the world knows what i am thinking now??

i am a soft person.. believe me (i know most of you are vomiting right now in front of the screen.. haha..) i could actually get hurt way too easily in life than you people think.. and if i really built up and relationship now.. and have to let it go in the end.. i guess i will really face a difficult time just letting it go...

i always believe that life is fair.. and i do not wish to find many girls in life too.. but i only hope to find one Mrs.Right.. that could be there with me anytime.. a girl who could take care of my family and me.. and also being understanding and caring... i guess.. even if i have to give her the world just to keep her by my side.. i am willing to do so..

hmmm... finally i decided to write out what i am seeking for within a girl.. however.. this question i wanted to ask long ago is still there within my mind for years and months.. floating in my brain, seeking for an answer...

"where are you.. my Mrs.Right??"

"......"

there still isn't any answers for it yet..

I Don’t Want to Rest in Pieces like Final Destination

2009-08-16T23:07:00.006+08:00

Final Destination is now back again!! with a brand new episodes of blood and death.. like the previous episodes.. bloody and weird horrible deaths are unavoidable.. if you people haven't watch any of the Final Destination's Episode.. well.. just to cut it simple.. if anyone that are suppose to die actually escape death itself on that particular incident.. death will find them again.. but will kill them in an even more horrible style this time..

hmmmm.. sounds scary huh?? well.. how could they actually escape death at the first place and actually end the death cycle in order to survive?? until now.. there isn't any movie having all their actors dead right?? therefore.. this is the reason and also the interesting part of this movie.. and seriously... you people must watch this movie to find out!! this is the part why this movie is so popular about!! well.. not forgetting how horrifying their death could be.. it is a worth watching scene.. hoho~

and for your info..
i won't mind being horrified again..
and again..
JUST to win some movie passes for this movie!! cause..
this movie ROCKS!!

Remember.. no one can escape death!! Rest in PIECES!! 3D effects.. Bloody.. Horrifying death.. this is a must watch movie for the year 2009!! whoever who misses it will surely regret later on!! Nuffnang!! Thank you in advance!! : )

i am still horrified.. :) cheers~

Outing!

2009-08-15T01:45:00.009+08:00

as you may see!! theses was the picture i (Ting Yu and Shu Wei actually) took during my lunch.. : ) -Ting Yu and Shu Wei was there-.. in Full House restaurant in Ara Damansara!! the food tasted OKAY only.. but the design was nice!! hee.. :)

and we headed for Shabu at night.. it was brilliant!!
-Gary and Michelle Ngo tagged in our Shabu at night too-
it is just nice to hang out with your friends and close one!! :)

the food
the design
the meeting
everything that night.. was memorable.. supreme.. i love it!!

and do you guys know anything about the Rexona competition.. the Karoake stuff.. anyways.. it is a competition for people who loves singing.. you buy their products.. and you go into their van and you start screaming your throat out in there.. and during the singing process.. your voice could be heard by the surroundings of the vehicles.. and your video will also be aired in their webside too.. USING YOUTUBE!!
AND if you people notice (in their webside).. most people only sang Jay Chou - 安静.. HAHA!! i guess it was mainly because of it's limited choices in picking the songs (i saw the menu.. seriously.. the other songs weren't a good song to sing).. and it is also one of Jay Chou's best hits ever!! HAHA!! but i only favor 2 singers from their gallery there.. check out the most viewed.. you will know what i mean after checking the 2 most viewed singers.. the webside?? click me!!

o yea.. i met some people which i really didn't want to see in Snowflakes today!! issh.. they nearly spoiled my mood to eat my desserts.. luckily.. i got my youngest brother there for me to bully instead..

poor Richmond (my youngest brother).. Lucky them.. and Happy me(after eating my desserts~ yummy!!) : D

Rejoice Readers!

Moodless

2009-08-11T12:54:00.003+08:00

Gosh!!
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sorry guys..

i just
don't
have
any
motivation
to
BLOG
lately..

haha~
i am just so out with my blog nowadays..

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anyways.. a little taggie!
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Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real - nothing made up!
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1. What is your name : Bay Shing Shen
2. A four Letter Word : Brag
3. A boy's Name : Benjamin
4. A girl's Name : Bannu (this is damn hard.. i only have a hand count of girl's name which starts with the letter B.. zzzz..)
5. An occupation : Barber
6. Something you'll wear : Big T.. (is this acceptable? lol!)
7. Something sick : Barney
8. A food : Bun
9. Something found in the bathroom: Basin
10. A place : Brazil
11. A reason for being late : Brain-washed
12. Something you'd shout : BAY-ah!!
13. A movie title : Broke Back Mountain
14. Something you drink : Barley.. (what the heck man.. so little things actually starts with the letter B.. craps..)
15. A musical group : Black Eyed Peas
16. An animal : Buffalo
17. A street name : ..... this one i seriously dunno.. craps.. zzz...
18. A type of car : BMW
19. The title of a song : Boom Boom POW - Black Eyed Peas!!
20. Tag 8 of your friends!
-Wendy Chua
-Vidya
-Wern Ching
-Clara
-Ken Hon
-Ting Yu
-Jen Chong
-Eric

gosh.. i just hate it when i lose all my contact links.. zzz..!! ciaoz!!
and if you guys are really bored.. try reading this guy's blog.. click me! well.. i just find it really interesting.. especially his latest post.. nice one Yi Jien.. i respect you!!

Ratings

2009-08-08T19:36:00.003+08:00

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wao... never knew my blog was so rated as a general audiences blog.. : ) haha.. what rate is YOUR blog?? :)

ok.. STOP!!

2009-08-04T23:49:00.001+08:00

STOP!!

i am fine..
that post is just plain emo..
it is also random..
which is something i just write..
because it popped into my head from no where..
but..

i am fine
so..
don't worry k?
hee..

life brief candle..

Cuts.. Cuts.. Cuts..

2009-07-31T22:50:00.005+08:00

sometimes it kept me wondering.. why was i so brave on that "particular" moment.. until i somehow did something which i feel right now.. something worth regretting of..

well.. blame me for not being flirty.. i just don't understand why sometimes some of the girls just wants their admirer to actually admit that they like them... and after the guy do so.. in the end.. when that girl finally decided not to accept him... did they know how painful was the heart pinch they caused to that guy?? well.. some might..

okay.. fine.. i am just curious.. are girls really so proud knowing plenty of guys actually likes them?? are these things so nice to be bragged around?? i hope one day those girls who did such things could actually understand the feeling these guys felt... and actually be more understanding in times.. we know we failed.. but at least we tried.. and we are gentlemen enough to tell you girls so.. as we don't want to give up any of our very hopes to actually miss the chance to be with the girl we think is precious to us... even if we failed.. we actually felt proud of it.. even though it hurts.. but we also hoped that you all could at least keep such things in your heart.. and just let it be already.. instead of telling the whole wide world such issues... can't those moments be kept to yourself only??

well.. i got a great cut today.. not because about love.. but instead.. i got this cut after looking at what she did after i admit i liked her... even though i was brave enough to admit.. but as what i see right now.. i am just so-not-brave to accept how it ended up in the end.. it is way not like my expectation... and i don't like it.. AT ALL..

hopefully... i will feel better tomorrow..

I'm not a doctor

2009-07-30T12:07:00.002+08:00

Buu~ guess who... I just don't have the doctor kinda look.. :) and i like that!!

2 Hearts for 1 Love

2009-07-29T00:08:00.003+08:00

well.. sorry for the lack of updates.. was really really lazy lately.. gosh.. sleeping most of the time lately until i don't even have the time to actually update my blog.. and of course.. modifying my blog was a pinch as my itchy hand did something really bad... i erased all my links.. gosh.. and i really hope you guys could actually name me back all your links so i could at least update myself reading your blog and also pasting them up in my blog's link too..

will be placing pictures and stuff by this weekend.. time to have a good nap... tomorrow will be another boring day again.. yawn~

if you can't fulfill things you don't have confident to do
don't promise or leave any commitments to me
and in the end
you did nothing but giving me empty words
i hate people being so selfish
and
i am starting to get really irritated with such attitude of yours

p/s: thanks to you.. i got a very moody Tuesday night..

and because of you..
i wasted my whole time planning what to do tomorrow..
and in the end..
all those plans results to nothing but empty plans...

yupe.. i am angry and moody.. so.. stop asking me how i feel anymore..

Inconveniences

2009-07-28T02:02:00.003+08:00

my itchy hand did a fine job killing my blog links.. will be really appreciated if you guys could give me your link so i could i actually link you guys up again.. sorry for the inconvenient.. love you guys.. haha.. updates will be up shortly.. and sorry.. i was really lazy lately.. : ) tk care everyone..

Penmas

2009-07-17T12:07:00.024+08:00

Back from Indonesia on Wednesday.. : ) touched down on Malaysia around evening.. and had dinner with my parents after that.. missed them so much.. hee... anyways.. before coming back from Indonesia.. i went for a community service.. which because of that.. i actually have to stay back an extra 10 days just to attend it.. or else.. i will be eating the foods here even earlier..

well.. this is my name tag for the community service.. : ) hee.. that was the best picture i ever placed in the name tag.. haha.. : )

CAM WHORE#1!!

CAM WHORE#2!!

cute ducklings!! hee~

One of the activity that day was to teach the young kids there to wash their hands and brush their teeth.. : ) only snapped one picture here.. but.. the experiences was great!!

My housemates that day.. : ) we cam whore too.. hehe...

errr... no comments.. haha~

JUMP BABY JUMP!!

GROUP pictures #1

GROUP pictures #2

4th Region Pictures.. My region!! hee~

GROUP picture #3

GROUP picture #4

GROUP picture #5

Titanic!! haha..

GROUP picture #6

GROUP picture #7
hee.. Shadow Shot!!

GROUP picture #8

the main place for the event on the final day..

And off we go back to Malang.. by trucks!!

And my BATA shoes.. that sacrificed after me using it for a year!! hee.. can you spot what is popping out from the side of my both shoes.. hee...

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okay.. Malaysia was great.. till now... just dunno what to blog now.. mayb i will update it tonight.. :) in details.. tk care.. cheers~

2009-07-08T15:05:00.025+08:00

hello dear readers!! hee.. well come back to my dusty blog.. hmmm.. lets summarize what happened lately to me in just these few days.. : )

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Before Tunjungan Plaza, Surabaya Trip

went to MATOS, Malang to waste my time.. since i have nothing much to do.. so.. me and Tan went to the shopping mall and we actually found some cheap shirts for sale.. the shirts designs wasn't bad.. to view some examples.. the shirts are on the above.. haha.. i never get this pair.. but i got another one.. with "Trust me, i am a doctor" wrote on the shirt.. never really snapped a photo of my shirt yet.. but i did took some shots of the shirt after wearing it for the trip.. :)

next.. me and Tan actually went for a cup of coffee for our tea break after our hair cut... hee.. i ordered a Flat White.. espresso with milk without the foams.. hee.. looks tasty!! but the espresso taste isn't as tasty as compared with Malaysia.. haha~

My look after my hair cut!! cheers~

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Tunjungan Plaza, Surabaya Trip

well.. i never thought that TP (as mentioned by Aaron and Ylaine) was a shopping complex.. my first thought of TP was a place for tourism.. therefore.. when i got there.. i was really really shocked.. zzz.. well... the shopping complex is something like Time Square.. therefore.. i wasn't really amazed of it nor interested to actually explore this complex already... i hate shopping by the way...

the picture of Tunjungan Plaza.. see!! many floors.. exactly like Time Square...
it is like a mixture of Mid Valley and Time Square.. as they have wings here too!!

Lookie!! STARBUCKS!! it is really surprising to see such Cafe here... but the coffee aroma is seriously bad.. it is not like the Cafe in Malaysia where you can smell it few miles away.. here.. you smell nothing.. the coffee aroma is like using some 3 in 1 coffee instead... zzz.. never ordered it due to the aroma issue.. and it is even pricey compared in Malaysia.. so.. what for paying something even worst.. when you can save the money to get a better one soon??

Banana republic.. i laughed after reading the name of this boutique.. it is like a place where Bananas meet.. haha... maybe it is a famous boutique in somewhere... but surely.. the name is hilarious as it goes around.. haha..

and they have SOGO here too!!

J.CO!! the product from Jakarta!! i decided to try the original J.CO donut as JAkarta, Indonesia was the one who actually produced J.CO donuts..

ordered an Ice coffee.. and they actually gave us a free donut.. it taste DELICIOUS!! i meant the donut..

Tan accompanied me to try out J.CO.. : D

i got bored.. and i actually took a picture of my new Puma shoes instead...

Syok Sendiri~

THE DONUTS!! Yummy~

Coffee makes me person "High"~
the coffee wasn't really nice.. i guess it was maybe due to the coffee bean.. because coffee here never once tasted delicious (so far).. most coffees here tasted so aroma-less and tasteless.. zzz...

the view of the inner part of the shopping complex from J.CO.. dunno which wing..

another CamWhore... :D i love this shot.. :)

inner view of J.CO cafe..
the funny part of the complexes here are..
you are actually allowed to smoke IN THE complex.. zzz...
a stupid ass was smoking behind me.. i hate cigarette's smell.. therefore.. i almost felt like taking up the plate next to me to smack his face.. zzz..

CamWhore #2

Faiz in the end joined us for tea break.. and this cheap skate fellow actually took a donut from the other tables after the people left the table.. the donut seems clean and untouched.. but if it were you guys on his position.. do you have the guts to actually eat it?? well.. i find it REALLY gross... zzz..

LEGO world!! some people were demolishing it when i was looking at it.. haha.. maybe they just don't understand the phrase "Do not TOUCH".. or maybe it is because the phrase was written in English.. therefore they don't understand it.. HAHA.. jkjk~

before we head back.. i have a Nasi Lemak for my dinner.. and it was quite good... it was the first Malaysian food i ever tasted from a Malaysian restaurant here..

p/s: you can hardly find a Malaysian restaurant here.. and this was one (until now) i found.. and this restaurant sells all Penang Foods.. except Rojak.. :D

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before we go back.. i Went to get some money so i could pay my trip back to Malang.. so.. i went to the ATM machine.. inserted my ATM card and took out some cash.. after that.. the machine asked me to take my card away (sounds like some normal procedure)... but god knows how.. the card never came out... nothing did.. but the machine kept bugging me to take my card off.. in the end.. it ate my card.. and i have to called up BNI ATM department.. (BNI stands for Bank National Indonesia.. while my card was from CIMB Bank.. i was just using their ATM facilities).. the funny part was.. when the people know that i used CIMB Bank.. and not BNI.. he straight away told me that he can't do much.. and he don't know what happened to my card too.. all he did was apologizing his way throught out the conversation and asking me to find CIMB bank instead... zzz.. damn him.. i guess he was paid to apologize only...

i then called up CIMB Bank to cancel my ATM card off.. i thought it will be easy.. but it turned up to be a pinch as my Bahasa Indonesia for alphabets aren't really good and i have to actually spell my name out so that they could identify me.. instead of using Bahasa Indonesia.. and since i can't use English.. i finally decided to use Common words/Countries name instead.. zzz...

B-Bangkok
A-Alpha
Y- Yahoo.

S- Singapore
H- Hong Kong
I- India

right here... it was still easy..
but.. from this part onward.. i go haywired..

N- errr... N-lah (the people still get it)
G- errr.. g..g..g..g... i then asked Tan.. eh.. what country got G one.. then without hearing to his answer.. i then said.. Gay Gay Gay..

that fellow didn't get me.. because he was like.. owh.. alphabet Y right?? cause the word Gay here sounds like the alphabet Y in Bahasa Indonesia.. i tried correcting him by saying the word GAY... GAY... GAY.. louder and louder.. and then i start shouting the alphabet G.. G.. G... in english... everyone around suddenly starts to stare at me.. like i was some idiotic freak... ignore them.. haha.. and finally.. everything settled.. but i was moody after that.. tired and sad.. luckily everything was settled after that..

total cost of the whole trip was only 70 ringgit.. transportation and food included.. it was affordable.. but the experiences gained was really nice.. and it is also really worth remembering forever..

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i hate Bank BNI's atm now.. zz..

2009-07-06T02:26:00.005+08:00

waiting.. waiting.. and waiting.. just waiting for the time to pass by.. haihz.. time passes by tremendously slow when you have nothing much to do that particular moment.. just waiting for an hour to actually click it's way away is seriously taking me ages... sometimes.. whenever i wish that time could actually pass by faster.. it eventually passes by slower instead.. always the opposite from my thoughts.. zzz...

gosh.. look at this picture.. i got shocked when i saw this.. this so called "art" can actually win a placing in the colouring competition conducted by Giant here.. a picture with only like... 2 colours?? damn.. i am seriously speechless with the judges here.. their skill of choosing a winner is seriously.. zzz... either my demand for arts is too high or the judges here have no taste of arts at all.. zzz.. anyways.. the other colourings were okay.. thousand times better than this one for sure.. zzz.. at least the others win this art because they were more COLOURFUL..

well.. lookie here.. found 2 fella that were busy sms-ing the same girl this morning.. haha.. this is what you get when 2 guys fall for 1 same girl.. haha!! too bad.. i missed capturing the other guy sms-ing along in this picture.. he looked up just when i was snapping their picture.. issh.. such a bad timing.. well.. Meei Meei must be busy replying them that particular time.. haha.. oops.. i wrote out the name of the girl they adore pulak.. "accidents" happen sometimes.. :) sorry Meei~ hee..

done updating!! now it is time to sleep..
urrghh.. another 5 more days and i will be attending a community service for the university!! after that.. i will be flee-ing back to M'sia!! i just can't wait to grab those M'sia food man!! i missed them so much!! aahhhh... :(

char keoy teow
curry laksa
prawn mee
dim sum
japanese food
korean food
nasi lemak
roti canai
teh tarik
Old town kopi
Pappa Kopi
steamboat
and
more
moremore
moremoremore
moremore
more!!
:(

nights~

2009-07-03T23:47:00.007+08:00

i finally took Arthur's thoughts in consideration.. i took up Meei Meei's phone.. and i started to self snap my own pictures!! hoho!! CAM WHORE!! so.. it goes like snap snap snap!! and no one can actually stop me!! haha!! well.. you can skip this part straight to the bottom if you hate seeing my face.. sorry for that first.. haha.. xD

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well.. cam whore was fun.. haihz.. seriously... time passes really slow starting from now.. when all my best buddies here are flying back to Malaysia really soon.. ISSSHH!!! why can't i go back now too.. : ( haihz.. well... trying hard to figure a way to make my life busy here.. maybe only for the next week's weekdays.. by filling myself up with stupid activities now and then.. damn... seriously... i am starting to rot and die..i feel the fungi starting to land on me.. growing colonies right on my body.. urrrghh.. someone please save me arh!!

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relationship gets stronger from arguements..
relationship gets better with arguements..
arguements ends up with a solution..
good solutions lead to happy endings..
bad solutions lead to sad endings..
but no matter what..
always remember what starts the relationship..
and how to fix the relationship well in the end..
not on how to win the arguement..
or even to run away from it..

relationship can get tough in times..
but..
sometimes..
it comes with sweet memories..
and experiences..

cheer..
enjoy the night my fellow couples out there!! : )
stop arguing if you guys are doing so.. hee..

2009-07-03T11:32:00.008+08:00

first... it was her birthday

therefore we decided to celebrate her birthday by giving her a surprise.. : ) we cooked lots and lots of dishes for her on that day.. eh.. for your info.. i myself also cooked some dishes for her too!! : D

taaddaaa... the bak kut teh i cooked for the day!! nice okay!! who say guys can't cook!!

her present that day!! haha.. it was a reebok bag.. dunno whether she liked it or not.. but her fan, Tennyson actually said she liked it.. therefore we decided to decorate a box.. and placed the reebok bag inside for her!! : )

taadaaa.. this are the dishes for the day!! heee~ desserts, bak kut teh and more and more!! too bad.. no one cooked curry.. zzz.. i am so desperate for one now!!

well.. we played with butters, eggs and flour to decorate the birthday girl.. and seriously.. she got bullied badly.. all thanks to me.. hoho!! : D anyways... hope that she had a great day... : D

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unfortunately.. the fun ended right after the next day starts clicking in.. my whole day ended just lying on the bed.. vomitting.. diarrhea and also having fever too... damn.. whole day lying on the bed doing nothing but sweating myself out.. zzz... it is horrifying.. haha.. well.. a really bad experience it was.. please.. no more such illness please.. it is sickening.. : (

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omg.. Vjay, Meei, and Ylaine are going back today.. : ( going to miss them really badly.. 1 week more till i can go back home!! time!! fast come fast go arh!!

bb.. my dearest family here.. : ( going to miss u all.. tk care and see u guys soon...

~the end~

for now!

2009-06-30T03:33:00.003+08:00

It is Bookmark spree for the day!! HAHA!! : D

this is what you do when you are bored.. :D hee.. after folding flowers yesterday.. today i actually did some bookmarks instead!! :3
please comment for me!! hee~

cheers!! it is 3.41a.m in Malaysia now!! haha!! MSN is so quiet already..
time to sleep too!!

Nights~
good night everyone!!

edited the time.. thxs for teling Ting Yu.. :)

2009-06-29T02:31:00.008+08:00

Flower spree suddenly just striked into my friend's mind.. from no where.. zzz.. so.. in order not get left behind.. i actually bought some folding papers just now.. and started folding flowers as well.. : ) and for your information.. the previous flowers i did last time are still with me (if you don't know which one?? scroll down straight.. the picture is just below this blog!!).. mainly because i don't have the guts to actually give it to anyone.. haha.. anyways... in conclusion.. i think i shall just keep stacking the quantities of roses i folded up only-lah and see whether i could successfully collect up 99 of roses in the end.. gulp.. and if i got the guts.. haha.. i will actually give it out eventually.. IF-lah..

zzz.. with the motivation given by my friends.. folding up the flowers this time takes a shorter period of time.. but.. after folding 15 flowers in 1 and a half hours.. i actually ended up with 2 injured fingers.. : D well.. ignored it-lah.. because i really like what i actually folded out in the end!!

hmmmm.. i suppose to have an exam tomorrow.. public health.. but instead of studying.. i have been spending my time playing Red Alert 2 (i know it is an old game.. but it is still fun to actually play with it with your friends!! especially when you want to kill time!!) and folding flowers.. kinda lazy to actually flip and read at the subject already.. i am in my holiday mood-liao!! so.. i think i shall just go into the exam hall tomorrow and actually practise the "shooting theory" on my answers sheet the whole way!! wish me luck!! haha!!

ahhhhh... i can smell Malaysia now!! just a few more days to go arhhhh!!! PUSH~~
PENMAS please come faster and end faster!!

(PENMAS - community service required to do here)
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Nights~ sweetest dreams to everyone!! and tk care too!! : D
mizz you all!!

: ) ending my night with a smile!! cheers~

2009-06-25T14:26:00.004+08:00

Big huge alien robots just rampaged their way through the big screen in MATOS (one of the cinema near my area, Indonesia) yesterday.. without hesitation... me and my friends here all bought the tickets for the night just to watch this i-waited-so-long movie.. and gosh... Megan Fox is getting hotter and hotter with her heavy make-ups!! haha... if you people watched the first Transformers.. you all will notice that Megan Fox's face on the first Transformers and the current Megan Fox's face has changed tremendously..

well.. lets stop talking about Megan Fox.. we know she is very hot.. haha... well.. the storyline for this movie was always good.. i have no doubt with that.. and for the effects.. it was brilliant.. the actions here is also great... and the best part was the jokes they place in.. it was hilarious.. and after watching this movie.. i actually prefer this episode more than the previous one.. maybe because of the jokes they placed in there.. it actually makes the audiences to actually stay focus on their words and story.. great work with that.. hoho!!

well.. if you all haven't watched this movie.. just give it a try.. you will like the jokes inside.. trust me.. haha.. and for those horny guys.. Megan Fox in this episode is hotter than the previous one.. so.. you all can just try watching this episode if you all are a fan of Megan Fox.. she is everywhere in the movie.. haha...

well.. enough of the comments about Transformers 2..
haha..

yesterday's dinner was a pinch.. using the chopsticks here are seriously way too dangerous.. while i was eating with it.. one of the wooden chopsticks just left a free gift... one piece of the chopstick's wood shred actually pierced through my lips.. and seriously.. it hurts badly when i took it off.. damn it.. this was one hell of an experience.. my tears almost came out when i was trying to take it off.. urrggh... curse that chopstick..

hee.. finally.. i got myself an electronic Oral-B toothbrush.. i am also planning to buy a sport shoes tomorrow after my exams.. zOMG.. hopefully everything can go well for my exam tomorrow.. : ) genetic is a pinch!!

that's all for now.. will update soon again.. toodlessss~ tk care!

2009-06-23T17:21:00.004+08:00

o yes!! biology of microbes and microbial infection have finally finished..
no more studying till 3a.m everyday anymore!!
can finally read calmly and peacefully for my Genetic..
last need-to-get-A paper..
after the exam..
and i will be wandering around Surabaya after that..

holidays!!
Malaysia!!
here i come!!

time passes by so fast..
sometimes..
it is really nice to see that the date when i could go back Malaysia has finally decided to come...
urrghh!!
i seriously just can't wait!!

wee~

life is simply nice..
when your brain has finally calms down..
and the environment suddenly just quiets up by itself..
aahhh...
.
.
..
...
....

stress free~

:) tk care~

2009-06-21T16:17:00.003+08:00

EXAM WEEK!! final chance to get my B up to an A!!

always telling myself to actually study harder during the semester..
so that i won't have retake my subjects..
but each talk will always never work out fine with me..
many factors played a role..
due to my laziness..
due to my stupidity..
due to my slacking habits..
due to my stubbornness..
and..
last but not least..
no one to motivate me..
therefore.. i have no one to blame..
when i get shitty results after that.. : (

urrghh.. exam!! here i come and go!! STUDY!!
lets just enjoy this wonderful and stressful moment for the last time
before i head my way to the holidays..

cheers~

2009-06-15T14:14:00.002+08:00

yesh!! max level for my restaurant city!! i guess that's all for me in restaurant city!! i will only open it to max my recipe.. no more gourmet points and stuff.. as it is seriously super boring just opening it to level up without doing anything.. yawn~

well.. i sprained my arm yesterday.. during my practice for my break dance yesterday... and seriously.. it still hurts a lot.. : ( ice treatment kinda relief the pain for a while.. but it doesn't really heal the situation much..

hmmm.. i am seriously very lazy to update my blog lately.. haha.. current aim is to play with my cousin's friend every night.. and study my way thru every morning-evening.. hopefully my screwed up result could get a high raise after my study effort placed in... hopefully la!!

why my surname is Bay... start with a B..
now all my results kept coming out B or B+ only.. CRAPS!!!

i wanna have an official christian name now..

AMEGO!!
AMEGO BAY!!
sounds good huh?? heee.. xD

p/s: i am not crazy.. just dead bored only.. : )

2009-06-12T18:56:00.003+08:00

my mind now is just like the scattered stones on the sand... i am damn confused now.. seriously.. certain matters just keep popping out.. urrrghh.. even when the first thought can't be resolved already.. the second one then popped out from no where.. and the wave continues.. causing a never ending problematic thoughts.. ended up... making me suffering from thoughts and a few restless nights.. and seriously.. this is really annoying..

i can't really pay much focus on my studies lately.. and i can't even do much to solve all my problems.. i am seriously frustrated nowadays and i seriously need a break!! zOMG!!

BAY!! stop thinking so much.. "SMACK on the forehead"..

2009-06-12T01:16:00.001+08:00

yes!! i finally got my STABLE connection!!
MSN the whole day baby!!

will update by tomorrow!! toodles!!

2009-06-07T17:57:00.002+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates recently.. have been on-ing my download since 3 days ago.. haha.. and until now.. the download is still not done yet.. haihz.. anyways.. the great news is.. i am getting my stable connection really soon.. within this week for sure.. hee.. i just can't wait for it no more.. i wanna chat with people without being scared that my line will drop off anytime anymore!! and i can also use the internet ANYWHERE!! as long got signal la.. xD !! so damn happy now..

today.. i have been sleeping the whole day.. like finally.. i've gain a day to sleep peacefully... did some stuff that is needed to been done.. like asking the Pak to actually fix my house that is half broken down and so on la..

many pictures to be uploaded.. and i shall upload it soon.. once my new connection is established.. gosh.. i can't wait!!

dear readers..
weather is very bad lately..
drink more water and rest well!! : )

take care~

2009-06-03T16:35:00.002+08:00

Hand phones are use for COMMUNICATIONS..
it isn't a thing to carry around just for fun..
it's function is to get/give others information anywhere anytime..
if people buy hand phones just to decorate their pockets/handbags...
or even using the vibration function to massage themselves..
or even just to hear their ring tones just for the fun of it..
while not picking up calls or replying SMS-es..
PLEASE..
and i meant it..
please donate the phones to others that needs it..
because..
i don't think these people needs hand phones at all..
zzzz...

-sorry.. i just hate people that don't reply calls/sms-es-

p/s: Wendy/Shu Wei/Wern Ching are excluded from this msg..

2009-06-01T23:40:00.002+08:00

why am i thinking of her when i am not supposed to.. : (

my life lately is filled with laughter.. frustration.. tiredness.. anger... and some loves from my friends.. have been spending a lot these days in order to obtain maximum fun.. however.. each fun ends up with a tired and restless night.. i guess thats what you need to pay out in order to enjoy yourself..

i suddenly saw her picture..
and i thought of her..
tried to chat with her..
but it seems that i wasn't able to do so..
due to some problems..
i felt lost all of the sudden..
i just can't feel myself anymore..
gosh..
i can't explain that feeling with words..
and that feeling..
is really getting me off my path..
i need to get myself back..
but whatever i do..
she is all see and think..
hopefully i could get back to myself soon..
this feeling..
this current mode..
i felt it before..
and..
i really don't like it..
cause this feeling never once brings me to a happy ending..

:(

p/s: Vijay taught me to cook Indian curry today.. i tried to cook it.. and ended up.. it was quite a failure.. but... i think i can do the best next round!! : )

thanks Vijay.. hee..

2009-05-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

STUPID EXAM WAS DELAYED TO 1P.M TOMORROW??!!!

SO GOD DAMN LATE..
ARRGGGHH...
NOW I'VE NO MOOD TO STUDY!!

2009-05-27T13:37:00.004+08:00

Wendy's Taggie!!

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
cheek i guess.. : D

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Sad.. cause got exam..

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
dunno... forgotten..

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
i guess so.. not sure thou.. xD

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
Yupe.. i did once.. maybe i will donate again next time.. if i found that donation book of mine..

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
A lot.. : D

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
hee.. MAYBE..

8. What does your last text message say ?
Bay, kamu perlu ulang ujian Pathology Klinis kamu..
(Bay, you need to retake your pathology clinic..)

9. What are you thinking right now ?
thinking why do i need to retake my Pathology Clinic.. i remembered doing well for it.. zzz...
and many rubbish as well.. such as people.. and things to do later.. xD

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Yupe.. i need someone to comfort me.. :(

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
around 12a.m.. need to wake up early for exam the next day!!

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Ting Yu gave it to me.. the blue one.. dunno he remember still..

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
yupe yupe yupe!! heee...

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Indra.. my class monitor..

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. Wern Ching
2. Jing Jing
3. Eric Koo
4. Chun Hon (if you are reading this.. lol..)
5. Ru Yuan (if you are also reading this..)
6. Jin Wei (if you free and also reading this..)
7. Michelle Ngo (i doubt she sees this..)
8. Vidya
9. Ken Hon
10. Andrew (me cousin..)

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
i dunno the name of her boy boy.. but i only know he flew to Aussie just to avoid her.. HAHA!!

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
mentallity - female
physically - male.. HAHA!!

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
sounds so.. lesbo.. xD but quite good.. something new.. HAHA..

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
IMU - MEDICAL 1st SEM!! wasssup Doc!!

20.Is no.4 single ?
i guess so.. good person!! i recommend him to all good chicks out there!! haha!!

21. Say something about no.2 .
a girl trying to be a guy.. : D

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
funny.. Eric is already married.. HAHA.. Jin Wei with him.. hoho.. this will be another cool drama to watch.. haha.. xD

23. Describe no.9
you find everything nice inside him.. but not as good as me.. if you guys wanna compare.. HAHA!!

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
this will be interesting.. i will skip anything i am suppose to do just to watch them fight.. if that really happens.. hoho.. (just joking la.. they are good girls.. :) they dun fight.. haha..)

25. Do you like 8 ?
... she is E.V.I.L.. =(

2009-05-25T00:40:00.003+08:00

time some times passes so fast.. i somehow just can't catch it..

i just visited some of my friends blog.. and i saw their parent's faces.. everyone is turning older.. and those changes just occur within a year time.. : (

each time such changes happened.. it reminds me about my parents too..
they are getting older..
while me..
i am still struggling my way through being a doctor..
haihz...

i really wish that i could hurry up and be a qualified doctor..
i wanna take care of my parents..
they raised me up..
i wanna take care of them!!
and i don't want to see them grow older each day..
i want them to remain young and healthy forever!!

i love them~
i love my parents..

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p/s: i shall post pictures bout my trip for the medical service soon.. it was a great experiences!!

:) peace~

2009-05-20T22:58:00.003+08:00

stop acting so holy in front of me..
stop acting like you are so damn smart..
stop acting as if you are so kind..
stop acting
that's all i wanted..

you can be great for a while by acting...
you can be appreciated for a while by acting..
but trust me..
you won't get far by acting..
and i promise..
if i ever get the chance to smash your dignity/fame...
i will never ever care about your feeling..
and i shall let you taste HELL!!

bringing yourself up so high..
just because you score high marks for only 1 subject..
and you actually take others like fools..
never hear what the others say..
taking others like a nobody..
do you think you are so great now??
for me..
you are just a nobody...
finding a way how to be a somebody..

go and get a life..
asking questions you already knew the answers...
and in the end..
arguing with the rest..
just because you ain't satisfied with their answers...
if you are that smart..
if you already knew the answer...
just do everyone a favor...
go and dig a hole...
and cover yourself up..
as...
NO ONE CARES
about
YOUR AIMLESS MINDSET!!

just buzz off from here..
i had it..
i shall only control my emotions until this extend..
no more..
you ain't the boss of me...
so stop judging my acts..
when you ain't any better than ANYONE!!

i repeat myself the final time..
you are a NOBODY for me..
so STOP!!
i mean STOP from NOW!!
STOP ACTING!!
and get a life!!
at least one day..
you MIGHT be a somebody!!
but it is surely not now!!

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haihz.. sorry bout the post... i am just angry with my friends.. i am lazy to elaborate what happen.. hopefully he got my message.. if he reads this.. zzz...

and gosh.. i lost the competition for the picture one.. i lost in the 5th elimination round... my dreams of getting a Mac Air... gone just like that.. around 5p.m just now.. : (

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why everything bad have to happen in a day??

2009-05-19T21:00:00.018+08:00

hoho.. sorry for the late updates.. just came back from camp not long ago.. so.. i shall post something up about the trip!! hee~ went to the beach with my seniors and my batch mates.. even though the camp's activities are boring.. but we people just managed to keep ourselves busy for this 2 days 1 night activity.. and yupe.. it was quite a worth going camp.. as it strengthen our relationships among each other.. and also.. this gave me an oppurtunity to explore another great place in Indonesia..

So.. this was how the beach looked like.. it is very clean.. and it's location is very near a swampy area..

so.. this is our camp for the day... the camps are nice to see.. but freaking hot to live inside.. seriously.. it is super hot inside.. i slept outside for a few hours.. and when the weather got colder.. i only migrated my sleep into the camp.. and if you choose to sleep inside directly.. you will just suffer.. sweating badly inside.. haha!

haha.. this was my only picture standing on the sea.. well.. i just love this picture.. nice~~

and since this place is near the sea + swamp.. therefore.. there are many crabs there!! we caught a lot of it.. but unfortunately.. just on the second day.. all the small crabs died.. and until now.. we still don't understand why either..
(btw... what crabs eat??)

a picture of the rough wave here.. seriously.. the wave here is really nice!! it is so rough.. it carries you away.. haha.. seriously nice.. unlike Sunway Lagoon one.. hoho!!

me again.. standing on a died coral i guess.. or is it just an ordinary rock with holes in between it??

dead coral!!

took me ages to snap this one!!

the organizer.. thanks to him.. this camp was a success.. without him.. this camp ain't going anywhere.. thank you abang!! you are the BEST!!

Vijay with his weird dunno what thingy.. he said he saw it in the internet that this method can find underground water or something.. anyways.. i just find it weird.. thats why i uploaded it here.. haha..

lastly.. my old phone!! haha..

well... many events are held lately.. and this was the one of the only outdoor event held.. even though the facilities supplied aren't that good.. but seriously.. i found this event really quite a catch.. and of course.. i appreciate this activity because i learn new things and explored new places too!! (even though i regretted going for it as the activities held was seriously boring.. but still.. i appreciate the experience gained!!)

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issh.. university held another weird program.. and we are compulsary to joined it.. haihz.. seriously.. i hate weird activities.. : (

and this Saturday.. i am going to do a community service.. it is about giving free medical treatments to one of the village.. hee.. hopefully it will be smooth and nice!! haha..

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question of the day:
if one day.. you.. a not so religious person found a girl/boy that is very religious but she/he treats you very well.. so... will you accept her/him or not??? (be truthful ya!!) p/s: YOU are a not so religious person arh!!

my answer:
i will accept.. if i can change her mindset.. haha.. too bad.. not much people will actually change.. especially people that have strong beliefs with their own religion.. haha.. me myself don't like religious stuff too much.. hmm.. anyways guys.. i need your opinion ya!! hee.. haihz.. sometimes.. if life could be as what i wanted it to be.. i will be more happy.. =/

2009-05-13T15:48:00.004+08:00

life is seriously hectic nowadays as the final examination is finally on the edge already..
well.. sorry for not updating my blog lately.. as i mentioned before.. my internet was down.. for quite a number of months.. and seriously.. that gave me a serious big pinch as i cannot really do anything at night.. besides rotting boringly in my own room...

well.. the good news is.. i heard that i will be getting my internet today!! i really hope that news is real man.. i really wanna go online at night.. besides.. my dad is waiting for me to skype with him.. haha.. i really miss them... i wonder how are they nowadays.. hmm...

so i joined this competition last time.. which i also mentioned before in my blog last time.. and good news is.. i am still standing after 3 turns of judge elimination.. i really hope i could last till the final 8 finalist!! issh!! guys!! if i do enter!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE vote for me!! remember.. we are aiming for creative pictures.. not any pretty face photos!! so!! SUPPORT ME!! thank you in advance.. hee...

the main addiction now!!

sometimes i just don't understand why human must be such an ass sometimes.. is it so nice being so arrogant in times just because they were just practically smart for that particular exams?? haihz.. i just hate shit ass like this.. well.. i shall end my blog post here first.. will update once my internet is truly revive!!

p/s:: Jing.. this post is to fulfill my promise to u.. see!! i promised i will update right?! : )

2009-05-01T10:21:00.003+08:00

1st we get -> Mad Cow disease
Later -> J.E
Next -> SARS
Then -> Bird Flu
Now -> Swine Flu
What's next?!

So many disease each year..
Thanks to!!
Chemistry, Physic, and Bio!! weee~

2009-04-30T10:47:00.002+08:00

there goes Sylar.. (if you all watched Heroes).. gosh... i am really looking forward to see him soon in Heroes.. he is one hell of a killer.. xD

wao.. my blog is seriously dead.. haihz... due to:
1) sick
2) lazy
3) stress
4) exams
5) etc..

argghh.. i just dunno what to blog nowadays.. : (
i haven't recover yet.. and seriously.. the cough is really irritating..
more medication taken..
no cold drinks for the week..
more rest required..
more works to do...
exams on the edge..

2 months more to go back Malaysia!! weee~

Quote of the day: "Confucius says: You go to jail, bad boy!!"

2009-04-28T15:40:00.002+08:00

DAMN!!
i am sick again!! stupid weather!! GRRR..!! eating Demacolin again!! WHY!! WHY!! WHY!!

torturing sial.. : (

2009-04-23T08:49:00.009+08:00

Let these pictures do the talking..
While i will cont working...

Rejoice!!

having another restless week.. : (
i want a good weekend rest..

anyways.. sorry for the lack of updates..
i dun have my internet yet.. and life sucks without it!!

BLUEK!!

2009-04-13T13:00:00.005+08:00

Early Birthday celebration for me and Tan.. : )
hee... not much words.. cause the connection here is tremendously slow..
i need me Internet.. huhu.. TT

*POSER wanna-be*

the first cake.. it was used to smash it on my face.. zzz.. it was stuffed with paper in it.. making it super hard.. and when it was smacked on my face.. i felt nothing but pain.. ouch...

my birthday cake.. yummy! i love fruit cakes!! hee.. this is nice.. and fresh too.. : )

"i wish that i can get MORE WISHES!!"

GROUPIE PICTURE of the day!!
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so.. my senior and my housemate planned to celebrate my birthday earlier.. which was really very unexpected.. as it was still quite a while till my birthday.. hee~ well.. the food that night was one of the best meal taken in Malang.. hmmm.. love these bunch of people.. they make my life happening here.. : )

LIFE WITHOUT INTERNET SUCKS TILL THE MAX

my karma is dropping
i can't go msn
i can't update my blog
i can't seek for info i need
my facebook is dusty now

arrgghhh... life is boring and suck without Internet.. period!

2009-04-07T12:28:00.004+08:00

GOSH!! i can't update my blog lately!! issh!! the stupid wind!! i will always remember that day.. when the wind blows tremendously harsh.. until it actually blows off the signaling tower for my internet and my umbrella too!! now it is under services and i lost an umbrella.. issh.. life without internet is seriously sad!!

zzz.. i am having my mid term exams now too.. which i hope it turns out good.. cause i am really desperate for a good result now.. issh... Pharmacology result was a disaster... hopefully i could do better for the pharmacology retake tomorrow..

URRGGHH!! i need to study!! but i have less than 24 hours to study... to be precise.. only 12 hours to study.. haihzz.. but i don't have the mood to actually study now.. gosh.. can anyone help me here??!! i have to cover more than 14 topics to cover!! TT huhu~ so much~

anyways.. it is time to go now.. updates shall end.. FOR NOW.. i will update again once my exam is over.. and of course.. when i get my internet back to life!! sorry in advance for not updating.. and stay happy always everyone!! hee~

2009-03-29T12:49:00.007+08:00

greetings earthlings.. well.. as we know.. this 60 Earth Hour event has been one very good event held by WWF.. due to the good Internet + Blogging + advertising in Nuffnang.. this year.. many people has finally realize or even find out about this event.. and of course.. as i was surveying from blogs to blogs.. i found out most of my blogging friends already participated this event.. and of course.. i must really congratulate them.. as it was a great start for them to fight global warming.. like FINALLY!! ( have you been fighting for global warming all this while?? if you have.. then.. you ain't counted in this phrase category..)

Global warming has been a very long told issues in the world.. and that issue has already given out a hard roar on the year 2000-2002!! researchers have been stressing the point that our earth is already facing Global Warming since then.. but look!! humans nowadays only take this issue SERIOUSLY on the year 2009!! 7 years of durations!! even the synaptic nerve pathway doesn't take so long to reach the brain.. if an awareness is needed to be given to everyone.. in order to make everyone participate in this event.. the global warming event will just keeps arising instead of having a better effect.. as they say.. "Don't do things that are necessary only when you were told to".. and for your information.. when WWF actually decided to POST up an advertisement regarding this awareness.. they have already contributed for Global warming already!!

like Ken Hon said.. even if you were trying to save 1 hour of electricity.. but if you use it for another 23 hours.. and 24 hours for the next 364 days.. does that amount of electricity you saved 1 hour ago counts??? if awareness is needed to push a human to do something JUST for an hour.. i don't really think that helps!! imagine how many awareness are needed to be given for a year just to save 365 hours of electricity!! and i doubt everyone will save their electricity for an hour EVERYDAY!!

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if everyone are so concern about Global warming.. instead of saving electricity.. WWF should make a day called "NO VEHICLE DAY".. until now.. i don't see the connection between electricity - Global warming.. despite that the main source of the Global warming are from our vehicles instead of our electric generator..

even though electric are saved.. does that event stops human from throwing their dumps into the water?! if it could!! this event will be a remarkable event.. and Global warming could rest it's case very shortly..

I ain't pulling down the spirit of you guys participating in this event.. but please.. have a closer picture of what is Global warming first.. and do some better actions too instead of just switching off your electricity for an hour.. and continuing your polluting habits again and again after that.. remember... this is our earth we are living in.. we don't need awareness to tell us what to do in order to save our beloved earth... do the right thing.. and not to do things just for the fun of it or just because we are told to..

This is the real way how to save EARTH!!

in order to
STOP Global warming!!

electricity down for an hour ain't doing much good for either of us.. it takes more than that to save the earth.. face the fact everyone.. it's time to act.. and not time to read awareness in order to make you act!! self-consciousness is the best way to resolve this issue..

p/s: SAVE THE WORLD!! weee~ this post might be bad as i criticized the 60 Earth hours event.. but i just want to voice out about it.. as i don't see the connection there.. don't get me wrong.. me love earth as well.. : ) peace~

p/s: however.. as they say.. it is easier to voice out.. then to act.. besides.. i ain't perfect too.. i agree.. i am one of those that pollutes earth.. i throw rubbish the place where they aren't suppose to be in.. e.g on the floor.. (i don't throw them in the water.. i ain't that uncivilized..) but still.. i at least did my part.. i still walk to my University everyday!! i didn't use vehicles!! hah!!

i love Earth as much as you do too!!
now.. START ACTING!! weee~

2009-03-27T16:54:00.004+08:00

Time to move forward.. no point keeping bad memories.. moving forward is the best cure of everything.. : ) even though failing ain't nice nor sweet.. but at least i learn something new in it.. and of course.. with failure.. you will only learn how to work harder to gain something next time.. better luck next time Bay.. obviously.. she can't be the one for you.. time to give up!!

may my wound heal a.s.a.p.. drew these pictures to waste some of my time.. since exams is over.. : ) comments?? hee~

the heart is broken.. you can keep it...

yesh!! nothing as sweet as looking at your own heart being cut into two piece..

damn.. next week is Immunology.. hopefully it is easy.. : / 100 days more to fly back Malaysia.. yesh.. i always love to count the days down.. hehe.. time really passes us tremendously fast.. i hope that my heart will heal before i go back Malaysia.. hopefully.. hee..

life stinks sometimes.. but still.. you have to live with it..

My mood now??
李玖哲-我会好好过

2009-03-26T23:49:00.005+08:00

"there is never a happy ending in the real life"

taken from Bedtime Stories

life is cruel in times
things you always wish to have
wish to get
sometimes
you can only find them in your dreams
in reality
it takes miracles
to make things happens

my mood now??
let the song to be my judge

currently listening to "
Pussycat Dolls- I hate this part"

2009-03-25T16:37:00.006+08:00

Craps!! out of no where.. my pharynx (inner throat part) just began to get hotter and hotter.. and soon.. just after an afternoon nap yesterday.. the sore throat effect then popped out.. seriously.. among all the common diseases i had.. i hate sore throat the most.. because it actually stops you from eating almost everything as it will irritates you whenever anything passes through the throat!! (even the saliva!!) issh!! well.. the best part out from this sad ill story of mine.. as a Pre-Doctor.. we can actually take free medication here.. and i when i mean FREE.. it means i DON'T have to SPEND a single RUPIAH!!!! woohooo!! this is seriously cool.. because in life.. one of the most expensive expenses is medication.. and now.. i can actually void it off from my daily expenses.. as i can get them all for now and later.. absolutely FREE!! woohooo.. hehe~ : )

so.. today's class was delayed.. which was really quite unexpected.. as suddenly.. most of the lecturers weren't available that moment.. out from no where.. we just have ample of free time to do nothing.. so.. what did we did to spend our time while waiting?? yupe!! we cam-whored with all the girls there.. which apparently.. i looked REALLY bad in the pictures as my hair was just chopped off not long ago.. (zzz.. ok.. FINE.. i know some people will surely be laughing at this statement once they read it.. and will eventually state that i never once look good in life.. hmphz.. and if i didn't predict wrongly.. Eric will be one of them who will say so.. eh.. for your information.. i looked good always k!! just that i wasn't ready for the snap yet!! haha.. i am so perasan sometimes.. haha~~)

i did mentioned about me getting a new hairstyle right?? well.. it is still on progress.. at first.. i thought i could gain the hairstyle straight.. but the barber said i need to keep my hair longer in order to do so.. so.. what he did was.. he just trimmed my hair short for now so that it won't look that weird.. and he asked me to keep it long now.. which the after effect of the chopped was quite unusual.. because.. after he chopped my hair.. i think it looks even weirder now.. anyways.. what's done is done.. so.. i think i have no choice to actually live on with it.. issh..

well... after living here for quite some time.. some things lately really amazed me a lot.. which seriously.. it might be VERY common in Malaysia.. but NOT here.. SERIOUSLY.. these scenes you are about to see now.. HAPPENS ONCE IN A BLUE MOON here.. and when i noticed them.. it seriously gave me a big fatty shock!!

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1) 100kb/s download speed for my movie!! only for that particular day.. i dunno why and how.. my download speed actually just reached to 100kb/s!! and the most amazing part was.. in Malang for almost a year.. this was the first and only time i ever experienced such a fast speed.. and only on that day.. all my downloads were EXTREMELY fast.. and i actually successfully download 3 movies in a row.. for just 4 hours!! (ehh.. this is very fast already okay!! remember!! i am living in a rural area!!)

2) Siew Mai are available now in my cafeteria!! and the amuzing part was.. it isn't made by Pork and Prawn.. but only fish now!! and it taste.. not BAD.. seriously NOT BAD!! FINALLY!! we Chinese here can taste out some of our own CHINESE FOOD!! YES!! wooohoo!!

p/s:: as i mentioned.. the above are seriously a shock for ME!! it might not gave you guys a shock.. but seriously.. if you guys were in my shoes.. you all will apparently feel shocked as well.. anyways.. sorry for the crappy post today.. i am ill remember?? and my brain is so drowsy now.. especially after i ate the medicine.. i don't think i am capable to write good posts out of it.. therefore.. i shall end my post now!! take care everyone.. the weather is changing soon.. so.. drink more water k!! don't fall sick like me!! : )

Things to be done A.S.A.P

-sms her personally to advise her to take care of herself-
-think of my family-
-sleep tight-
-study hard-
-train DOTA hard-

btw.. when you guys view my blog.. please use Mozzila Firefox.. it will have colours instead.. cause i just found out that.. by using IE.. you will only see black and white in my blog.. which was not suppose to be like that.. thanks.. if you still face the black and white problems after using Mozzila Firefox.. please tell me.. i will try to fix it A.S.A.P.. ciaozZ~

2009-03-22T10:23:00.003+08:00

YES.. hyperactive!! i am super hyperactive.. wooohooo!! i ran and ran at the court like a maniac... well.. i was suppose to play basketball... but i decided to do what i do best every time.. act stupid.. and run like there is no tomorrow... RUN! RUN! RUN!!! wooohoooo!! it is as if i took in cocaine or something.. i just don't understand why i got so hyperactive today.. anyways.. i never regretted doing so... : )

o gosh.. i have bunders of homeworks.. and yet i can still waste my time actually doing nothing but nonsense... i haven't watch Dragonball Evolution yet.. i haven't watch Watchman yet... isssh.. i just can't download it... i am desperate to watch it now.. but too bad.. Malang doesn't supply us up-to-date movies... and the best part is... the internet here is too "good" for me to actually use it for downloads... 1.2GB stuff just takes years to download finish.. yawn~~ anyways... i gotta start finishing my homeworks... i have to hand it up tomorrow.. and i have to prepare for my examination on Tuesday as well... issh.. i am having such a hectic life... i am so stressed up lately.. and i am enlarging my dark circle under eye... it is so obvious now.. noooo~~

trying a new hairstyle.. keeping my hair long.. hopefully it is nice.. : )

guess what?! after a medical checked up yesterday.. i found out something unexpected.. hmmm.. my heart is telling me that i am going to suffer from a fatal long term damage... the love doctor predicted that i will have a heart break soon...

no replies.... i just don't get replies...
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i would say..
"it is because it is too expensive for her to reply..." (not really actually)

if i wanna make myself sad..
i would say..
"she ignored me~"
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haihz.. life is so unpredictable..

Bay ended the post sadly
TT.. huhu~

2009-03-21T14:12:00.005+08:00

i lost the DOTA game today.. it was disastrous.. well.. i kinda expected it actually.. especially after yesterday's training with them.. but i just never expected my team to die tremendously horribly to the enemies.. imagine us killing only 1 enemy.. and dying 30 times for the game... from here.. you could imagine how badly they play today.. well... enough talking about the match.. so.. some post about life.. AGAIN.. which i always love to post up in my blog..

after that game... i sat on my senior's motor for a meal in McDonald.. same route.. same way.. just that this time.. we ride to McDonald sadly.. hehe.. (well.. who won't be sad after losing so badly to the opponents right??) on the way there.. the traffic light turned red.. and we stopped... as usual.. i was turning my head around.. seeing whether there is anything nice in the neighborhood here.. however.. i did not see any places or things here around that is attractive... but i saw this girl.. who actually won my attention away for that particular moment..

my heart turned sour after looking at her.. and i seriously admired her..

she isn't any normal person like us.. she ain't as lucky as us.. why do i say so.. because.. she has no legs.. the amazing part was.. she isn't using anything to support her movements.. nor sitting on the wheel chair or using those sticks too... she was actually using both her bare hands to move.. slowly and slowly.. bit by bit she walked at the side path.. with only courage and the spirit.. she was holding a bag.. i guess she just finished her class.. she continued her journey to her destination.. without giving up.. or getting tired.. or even wine about what she is doing now.. she just ignored everyone who are looking at her.. she just proceeded..

even a person like her don't give up.. but why on earth.. there are still so many people given up already?? people that are much capable.. much luckier... much smarter... at the end of the day.. because of a certain obstacle.. they quit.. even though there are still a slim chance.. we lucky human did not appreciate it by a single bit.. we will only regret and cry at the end of the day after we lost everything!!

life isn't just a about winning.. or even getting whatever you all wanted or wished.. life is about how you learn from mistake.. how you appreciate life... and how to improve ourselves into a better persons.. obstacles are always there in life.. it is just how we face it..

appreciate life like there is no tomorrow.. improve ourselves not to impress others.. but to improve our life.. and to learn from mistakes.. and never repeat it anymore.. i myself hopefully by writing this post.. can actually learn something too.. and actually remind myself to do so.. hopefully.. everyone could do the same together.. lets change.. not for the others.. but for ourselves...

it's time to change..
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2009-03-18T18:19:00.002+08:00

What is going on lately in my life?!

1. Studying Pharmacology
2. Having a DOTA league this Saturday
3. Having an exam next week (and yet i still can play DOTA huh?!)
4. Learning how to be a man
5. Downloaded a fake Heroes series.. issh..
6. Can't wait for the manga Naruto and Bleach
7. Waking up tremendously early
8. Slimming down quite a lot
9. Having a very out-of-shape untidy hair (haven't cut it yet)
10. I don't understand girls anymore
11. I myself fear of parasites
12. I can't wait to serve my clinical years
13. My birthday is coming (finally.. the day i've been waiting for a long time!! )
14. People have been bugging me today to treat them as they assume it was my birthday today
15. I still don't know how to earn money in Nuffang..
16. I am desperate for Heroes
17. I missed her smile
18. I am still single
19. I am a lousy artist
20. I miss L4D
21. I miss Char Keow Teoy
22. I miss my parents and friends
21. Learning how to write a better blog
22. Hating my internet connection
23. Praying that UNBRAW don't get unrecognized (which they say got possibility to happen)
24. I am having too much of Cocaine (tremendously active in class until i annoyed my friends)
25. Still reading the book "How to earn HER heart for dummies"
26. I fear of caffeine after knowing it effects!!
27. Heading to Dream Land now!! (later need to study someone.. gosh!! give me a break!! such a hectic week it shall be!!)

and there are still..
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MORE.. etc..etc.. zzz..

i am so lifeless

p/s: see!! that's what is in my head nowadays.. and it keeps flashing back in my brain.. so i hope by writing it down in my blog.. it could reduce my brain sap from thinking stuffs like this.. even though they are harmless...

2009-03-17T17:37:00.002+08:00

Pharmacology is boring and fun at the same time.. : )

p/s: this picture was taken in Microbiology lab and it has nothing to do with Pharmacology.. just that i think this picture is really nice.. so i want to post it up.. xD

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DOTA CLAN MATCH this Saturday.. hopefully the 2 noobs can cooperate with us.. urrgh... i so wanna win this... don't wanna lose just because of 2 silly jokers on the field.. will update soon!!

2009-03-16T16:43:00.002+08:00

well.. some people have been commenting to me that my blogging style has changed.. some even commented that my blogging skill is boring nowadays.. well.. maybe is due to the busy and hectic life i am having now that is affecting me to decrease my ability in blogging.. well.. if it is boring.. i apologize first and i will try to improve it if possible..

well.. i was having an exam this afternoon.. and when we entered the exam hall.. all we hoped that there is more repeating questions in the exam paper.. hoping to score tremendously good in this hard, tough paper.. which apparently only 30 out of 50 questions were repeated only.. (of course not the exact same question.. it comes with some modification and stuff.. which seriously makes the situation kinda sad.. huhu..) overall.. today's exam was really tough.. hopefully i could score well for it..

damn.. i miss my piano.. not much people here really owns a piano.. i just can't find a place to practice my piano skills!! issh!!

hee... young kids are cute.. especially when they start to drink by themselves.. see.. thats the result of letting a baby to drink by it's own.. haha..

i just don't seem to get things straight nowadays.. i have been asking questions to almost everyone.. it is seriously rare to find myself not asking questions to the people i know.. and gosh.. they find it irritating in times.. (all i wanted was just to care.. is that wrong??!) well.. people usually came to me if they have relationships errors.. which i find it weird.. firstly.. i myself can't get a relationship right.. and secondly.. i never get into a relationship once too.. what makes me so capable to actually teach people how to earn a girl's heart?? well.. maybe i look like a flirty person.. but that doesn't mean i am flirty... or am i??

not much people really knows me well... for the matter of fact.. most people only think that they know me well.. but do they?? all they know is just the other side of me.. even books have their own cover.. people nowadays just love looking at covers and judge them straight huh?? well.. guess that as time goes by.. looks will be much more important than their behaviours and attitude.. nobody really cares who they are nowadays.. issh.. well.. i guess i am just like those other cases.. i am just a plain ordinary book.. therefore.. no one is willing to open my cover and understand the content of me.. i am all left unknown.. i am a nobody..

i just hate people that don't reply sms-es
i just hate people that can't even make small decision
i just hate EMO-es
they are just bunch of losers that are seeking for attentions!!
they suck!!

owh wait..
i am EMO-ing now right?!
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2009-03-15T21:59:00.005+08:00

Yupe.. i remember snapping this in the airplane.. gosh.. don't you think it is beautiful?? well... time really passes so fast... a month have already flew by me again.. i miss Malaysia.. that's the fact... being here without tasty food, my lovely friends and family seriously freaks me out a lot.. gosh.. i think i should just quit being a doctor and actually join the EMO club!! woooohooo!! i am such a EMO brat!!

i miss devouring Japanese food so much.. huhu~

looky.. does anyone knows i got a back injury?! haha..

i miss my parents..

well... time.. haihz.. you really can't buy back those lost time huh?? so many things i did last time.. good nor bad.. i just really hope that i could actually go back there and fix certain things which i shouldn't do/should do.. which apparently i am incapable of doing so.. gosh.. i am getting very EMO nowadays.. is it because of my exams tomorrow?? hmmm.. well.. i should get back to my studies... instead of day dreaming like i always do.. take care guys..

p/s: this post is just to release stress.. nothing much thou.. will update a better post once i am done with my exams!!

Things i regretted
i regretted not studying hard enough for my SPM
i regretted not studying hard enough for my SAM
i regretted not driving her home that night after her movie
i regretted not giving her the time when i am capable to
i regretted not asking her out for a date earlier as i need to
i regretted...
i regretted doing lots of things..
haihz..

it is time to say "YES" to everything!!
i am the next

YES MAN!!!

saying Yes always leads to something good
-Jim Carey-

2009-03-12T22:29:00.001+08:00

STRESSED OUT!! so.. i tried this test to cheer my mind up!!
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As shown below..

Your view on yourself: (X)
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education (X)
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2 wrong out of the rest.. not bad.. this test is cool.. xD

2009-03-09T23:25:00.001+08:00

yesh!! i am ill!! woohoo!! flu overwhelmed me!! - -"

i need a rest.. : (

2009-03-08T17:18:00.007+08:00

this is the night scene of Malang.. Dieng Plaza.. hoho!!

Went out to celebrate Vijay's birthday last night!! (the one with the rice on his hand!)

and we got him.. a BRA for his birthday!! Victoria Secret!! expensive one!! hee~ of course not us guys who bought it.. Clara bought it.. hee.. i where got so brave to actually buy bra.. i don't even have the guts to actually chase the girl i liked... issh~ useless me..

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So.. i am having exams every Saturday now.. and it is seriously really tiring especially when you are studying from 7a.m till 4p.m everyday... and plus.. it is really hectic when you need to memorize everything for the week in a day.. gosh... so stressful.. gulp~

well... few things that is really different from Indonesia and Malaysia:-

People here eat rice for breakfast.. we Malaysian rather eat Mee!! CHAR KEOW TEOY!!
People here play Dota with the mode AP (they say it is for pro.. PUIK!!).. we Malaysian rather play AR instead.. cause it is much more PRO than AP mode..
People here don't eat french fries for their fast foods.. we Malaysian are desperate for french fries when we are eating fast foods..
People here count their money by thousands and millions.. we Malaysian go by ringgits and cents!!
People here rarely eat pork.. we Malaysian love pork!! except religions purposes.. don't believe?? see what happened when J.E attacked Malaysia.. so many pigs were killed.. here.. they have rare cases of J.E.. cause no one favours pork here...
People here play CS and DOTA.. we Malaysian now play L4D..
People here pay 2 ringgit for 4 hours of Internet cafe time.. we Malaysian pay at least 10 ringgit for 4 hours of Internet cafe time...
People here can't survive without rice.. we Malaysian can't survive without roti canai and hawker stalls..
People here take van as their government transportation.. we Malaysian uses bus as our government transportation..
People here are braver... they don't waste money on the road safety measurements.. we Malaysian are smart.. they waste a bit of money on the road safety measurements.. and claim it from us by requiring us to pay for the toll... and they even earn at the end of the day!! gOsh!!
People here loves welcoming the people from overseas.. we Malaysian loves the money of the people who came from overseas..
People here loves Yamaha/Suzuki motorcycles. we Malaysian loves Honda/B&W cars!!

there you go!! these are what makes us all so different.. life style.. dreams.. and aims!! : ) but still.. we are just homo-sapiens in the end of the day.. but why are we still facing wars everytime??!! haihzz.. peace!! : )

what is she doing now?
is she studying?
does she ever thought of me??
or misses me by any chance?!

lets pray that she does..
as i was thinking of her just now..
aihz~ : (

2009-03-04T17:57:00.000+08:00

My world, My Classroom

any comments? hee..

2009-03-01T20:22:00.004+08:00

Jokes first!!
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Advantages Of Being A Woman Why it's better to be a Woman!

1. We got off the Titanic first.

2. We get to flirt with systems support men who always return our calls, and are nice to us when we blow up our computers.

3. Our boyfriend's clothes make us look elfin & gorgeous. Guys look like complete idiots in ours.

4. We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers.

5. We can cry and get off speeding fines.

6. We've never lusted after a cartoon character or the central female figure in a computer game.

7. Taxis stop for us.

8. Men die earlier, so we get to cash in on the life insurance.

9. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing.

10. Free drinks, Free dinners, Free movies ... (you get the point).

11. We can hug our friends without wondering if she thinks we're gay.

12. We can hug our friends without wondering if WE'RE gay.

13. New lipstick gives us a whole new lease on life.

14. It's possible to live our whole lives without ever taking a group shower.

15. We don't have to fart to amuse ourselves.

16. If we forget to shave, no one has to know.

17. We can congratulate our team-mate without ever touching her butt.

18. If we have a zit, we know how to conceal it.

19. We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there.

20. If we're dumb, some people will find it cute.

21. We don't have to memorize Caddyshack or Fletch to fit in.

22. We have the ability to dress ourselves.

23. We can talk to people of the opposite sex without having to picture them naked.

24. If we marry someone 20 years younger, we're aware that we look like an idiot.

25. Our friends won't think we're weird if we ask whether there's spinach in our teeth.

26. There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems.

27. We'll never regret piercing our ears.

28. We can fully assess a person just by looking at their shoes.

29. We know which glass was ours by the lipstick mark.

30. We have enough sense to realize that the easiest way to get out of being lost is to ask for directions.

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Tags..

1. Do you think you're hot?
of course i am.. haha..

2. Upload your favorite picture of you.

random snap of myself.. haha... : )

3. Why do you like that picture.

dunno.. told you it was a random self snapped picture.. wahahaha..

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
During Valentine Day.. with my family.. (weirdly.. no one knows i dun really favour to eat pizza huh?? zzz.. even my parents dunno about it... issh..)

5. The last song you listened to?
The Jonas Brother - Love Bug

6. What are you doing now besides this?
Parasitology work..

Five people I tag :
i. Wendy Chua
ii. Eric Koo
iii. Winnie Chu
iv. Tennyson Kwan
v. ??? anyone who read this blog??

Who is number 1?
A girl i met in Taylors college.. hmmm... very close with Elaine.. bought her a "Porridge Oat"(the chinese dessert..) before.. then... never once dare to speak to her.. cause i was shy.. then.. hmmm... a lot... if i really want to write down the details here.. i think it will fill up the whole web page.. let me keep the sweet memories instead.. you guys figure out who is she yourself la.. hehe.. comment about her.. she is nice.. : )

Say something about number 5.
... wth.. who read this blog lar.. name me in my tagboard.. then i comment about you la.. hee..

How about number 4?
My housemate.. Classmate... Lonely tall boy that always got bullied by me.. nice and friendly.. but he craps a lot.. zzz... good friend thou.. heee..

Who is number 2?
Eric?? NO COMMENT!! hee~

2009-02-26T16:36:00.002+08:00

Dear Eric..

NAH!! hee~ this is what you want?!
here.. UPDATES!! : )

satisfied?? heee..

exam lately.. lack of rest.. so.. now it shall be the time to hibernate.. lala!! nights!!

will update more next time.. so stay tune..

i miss her~

2009-02-20T12:42:00.003+08:00

hmm... shout out!! hehe.. since i am going back to Malang tomorrow.. gosh.. time really flies horribly fast.. issh... : (

to the girl i like (hah.. you know who you are right? lol..)
sorry for the times i actually kept smsing you.. kinda think about it.. yupe.. it is very annoying in times.. really sorry bout that.. as i always said.. i suck in making girls happy.. and of course.. i am also sorry that i always ask you so many questions too.. i really have to agree that me myself am an annoying brat.. well.. just here to hope that you could take care of yourself always.. don't sleep too late.. and study hard too.. hopefully by the time i get back the next time.. we could hang out more often.. HOPEFULLY.. may you be happy in these months k... (will she miss me? sob~)

to Stephanie, Ross, Ji Yung and those that helped out in the gathering organization
sorry for not able to attend the dinner yesterday... actually i wanted to bring her there.. but after a long consideration.. i think it will be really awkward if i do so.. thats why in the end of the day.. i decided not to go.. sorry... but i will find you all more often too the next trip i come back.. so for now.. sorry and stay happy always...

to Thum
well... hope that you are used with the environment there.. and sorry for not accompany you dude longer... my bad.. : ( hope you won't be mad bout that..

to Eric
thanks for the support always.. even though sometimes your word hurts.. but still.. i respect you as you are there for me when i needed.. thank you...

shit.. so many people more...

to Winnie
sorry girl... i knot teach you the piano like we planned.. maybe the next trip?? lol.. but still.. you gotta believe in yourself.. hehe.. and study hard wor.. do what you promised me k.. hehe.. be a good girl.. : )

to Matthew
dude.. even though u killed my laptop.. no matter what.. you are still my best friend.. : )

to Ting Yu
yo!! you there.. hang in there.. few more months and you are back.. and we can find each other much more easier.. my neighbor.. lol..

to Ken Hon
even though we don't meet each other this time... but hey.. all the best k? lol.. study hard!!

to William
aduh... smartie.. future doctor.. jia you in your studies!! haha...

okay.. time to DOTA.. i am lazy to type further... wahaha.. i will post a picture of my back injury soon.. so.. stay tune.. : ) time to pawn!! weee~

2009-02-19T19:09:00.003+08:00

urrghh... sometimes.. it really hurts when stuff just goes not like planned.. well.. as i always said.. i am really bad in earning a girl's heart.. well.. till now.. i won't deny that part..

anyways.. yupe.. today's plan was canceled.. as i don't have any transportation to actually go there.. so.. haihz.. maybe it was fated that today's meeting will not be as successful as i thought...

well.. kinda disappointed and down here.. but it doesn't mean anything thou... it isn't anything much.. as they said.. when you give less.. don't expect much from the others.. maybe.. i ain't giving out much efforts or stuff.. haha.. as i only know that i am really good in annoying her with my sms in times.. damn.. i am as annoying as my sms tone!!

okay.. hmmm... i am always good in coping with my feelings.. yupe.. so.. i think i am able to patch up really soon.. : ) what is a failure when it is worth the price.. won't give up so easily.. and for now.. as for my heart treatment.. i shall read the book titled "how to earn a girl's heart for dummies".. needed it.. as i really dunno how to earn her heart.. i am a new learner!! : (

haha.. just a few more hours and i shall be flying back to my study land.. hopefully.. by then.. in certain parts of her memories.. she will think of me... and consider me to be even more qualified for her.. i will be waiting.. this time.. i won't give up easily..

2009-02-19T00:15:00.003+08:00

lol..

my friend because of a girl..
he actually played Ragnarok.. which he actually don't like to..

now i realize..
once a guy actually found the girl he like..
they will really do silly things..
just to earn her heart..
things that most human won't actually believe..
or do in their life..

i respect him.. : )
wish him luck la.. hehe...
i guess if that girl actually knew that he paid so much efforts just because to earn her heart..
i think it won't be a problem for her to like him eventually.. hee.. : )

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hmm.. she has been studying till very late lately..
i am kinda worried thou..
haihz.. but what can i do...
i can only sit in front of my laptop..
sms-ing her..
waiting for her replies.. : (

life is too short and hard for me to predict what's coming up next.. grrr...

2009-02-17T22:10:00.003+08:00

urgghh..

i am soulless every time when she..
don't reply me..

i am breathless every time when she..
replied me..

i am speechless every time when she..
is sad..

i am worried every time when she..
do her works till midnight..

i am hopeless..
i am useless..

issh..
i suck!!
i just don't know how to earn a girl's heart..
i am worst than any animals in the world!!

: (

2009-02-16T15:04:00.001+08:00

hmmm..

liking a person is really hard.. especially when you dun even know whether she likes you or not.. but i dun mind being a silent angel for now.. hehe.. i will be here for her as long as she needs me.. when she is down or even happy.. even though she might not like me.. or even if i am not here.. soon i mean.. i really hope that my sms is warm enough for her to actually know that i really care for her...

haihz

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but i wont give up.. :)

2009-02-14T13:54:00.000+08:00

bay officially CONFESSED!!

to who?? ah.. she knows best.. :)

2009-02-13T09:57:00.004+08:00

well.. tomorrow is valentine day.. and i am still singing "mr.lonely" now and then.. my laptop is still dead.. and i can't use MSN... gosh.. this is great.. hanging around in the house doing nothing.. my daily routine..

wake up-breakfast-internet cafe/yum cha-lunch-internet cafe/yum cha-basketball-dinner-internet cafe/yum cha-

this is how lifeless i could be in times..

hmm... are girls always that hard-to-understand?? well.. i obviously like a girl.. and this time.. it can be counted as the longest one.. gosh.. it is already hard to live our life on.. but it is even harder.. to actually know what she is thinking... there are so many questions i always wanted to ask her... if possible.. such as...

what are you doing?
who do you like?
what do you like?
where will you be going soon?
have you sleep yet?
how's studies lately?
how are you?

omg.. and more lar.... see.. bay is so ulu... tak tau menyampai his suara hati.. zzz...

WHEN she did not reply.. i hope that she isn't avoiding/ignoring me..
WHEN she is sad.. i hope i could be there to comfort her..
WHEN she needs somebody.. i hope that i will be that one..
WHEN she needs a date.. i hope that she will pick me..

hopes.. :(
all i can do is hope...
anyways.. i shall confess to her today.. since it is valentine day tomorrow.. as my friends said.. i have nothing to lose.. besides.. it is best to let her know that in this world.. there is a guy that likes her a lot.. isn't that a blessing?? (just trying to comfort myself here)

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issh.. life brief candle...

2009-02-08T12:36:00.001+08:00

Tick Tock!! 2 more weeks and i shall be heading back to Indonesia for my 2nd sem.. wao.. time passes really fast.. 14 days ago.. i was so eager to actually fly home... and today.. i am so eager to actually fly back there.. due to certain issues.. but still... there are many things here that are still keeping me from flying back to Indonesia so fast.. :(

well.. it have been years since i updated my blog... as my screen was actually SHOT down by my best friend... well... the BB gun actually smashed up my keypads and left my screen a sweet white screenless thumb size box there... and now it is in the workshop.. doing some facial surgery.. hoping to regain the 15 inches face back.. without pimples.. gosh... there goes my lappie for 2 weeks... :(

so many bad things happened here... making me so desperate to fly back to Indonesia..

YET...

there are some good things happened here as well.. making me NOT to fly back to Indonesia so fast..

gosh... life is full of up and downs.. and yet.. you can't avoid it.. :(

do we have our rights to choose what we want instead?!

i am currently addicted to L4D
i am currently missing her
i am currently confused
:)

2009-01-17T13:19:00.001+08:00

:)

i am back in Malaysia..

home sweet home..

but..

i am missing Malang as well too... :(

thank god..
it was a..
pleasant flight..

2009-01-15T12:00:00.003+08:00

:)

6 months staying outside from my own house was really something to me. it was really a new experience for me. and i really learn a lot of things outside. the method was harsh thou.

i went into lots and lots of argument.
i got scolded.
i got advised.
they got scoldings from me.
etc.etc.etc

anyways. overall. sorry for that. seniors and friends. seriously. you guys taught me a lot. maybe i will whine for a while, which for me, it is really normal. but i really hope you guys won't take it as a big fuss. as without you guys. i will seriously never grow up (since when bay grow up. i bet Clara will agree with this small fond statement). but with you guys. i finally understand. living outside isn't like any fairy tales i read before. issh. anyways. i am really happy that my first 6 months staying outside alone. at least i learn not only medic stuff. but also. the theory of living outside.

Untuk temanku di Indonesia,
aku akan beli kamu semua oleh-oleh nanti ya? jangan risau yo!! kalau kamu mau apa aja, bisa kamu letak namamu di tag aku dan oleh-oleh yang kamu mau. Jika aku bisa belikan, aku akan belikan untuk kamu semua ya? (Grace mau Salonpast pulak). selamat bercuti semua. kita akan jumpa lagi akhir February nanti. ~jaga diri baik-baik dong~

okay. time for me to go shopping. my final shopping. yesh! i can't wait to go back tomorrow. Air Asia better don't delay it's flight. seriously. your flight is important to me. hehe.

trying to take out my *more than one fullstops* illness.
anyways. :)
smile always everyone.
love you guys.

2009-01-14T18:20:00.003+08:00

this was me 9 months ago i guess.. taken last year.. gosh... time passes so fast.. =( i look hot!! keke~ haihz.. 6 months have passed by.. and i left 4 and a half year to be a doctor.. finally.. i am almost there... my dreams.. it won't be long.. time passes very fast.. i always believed that..

i am starting to appreciate everything i ever have now... :) and i glady announce that i can finally smile widely today.. as my exams are almost over.. and i can see my parents really soon.. mum and dad.. me love you a lot... :D

-i can finally take a good nap-

2009-01-14T01:02:00.004+08:00

hehe... well well.. guess what the paranoid kiddo did again... Bay just broke his cup.. stupid idiot Bay.. zzzz... well.. all i could say is.. the cup's sacrifice.. was really honored deeply by me .. i gave it my full respect by sweeping it inside the rubbish bin.. there you go my cup.. a new CLEAN and NICE place for you to have your rest.. thanks.. you have done your part as a cup.. you let me sip you when i need you.. and let me smashed you... i mean dropped you.. when i needed too.. i will always remember you.. even though u are cheap.. hmphz..

i hope i will remember you.. i hope.. besides.. who don't know that Bay is evil.. maybe i purposely destroy that cup.. neh.. who knows.. zzz... 3 cups of caffiene today makes me talk craps.. heh~ i am hopeless.. issh~

2009-01-13T12:07:00.003+08:00

finally.. another stressing examination had ended.. but i still couldn't relax my mind yet.. tomorrow i still have biochemistry.. and i am seriously stressed up badly right now.. well.. of course.. if Bay have stress or anything.. he will surely find stupid things to make him happy.. like finding stupid and funny pictures.. and of course.. updating his blog as well..

however.. i managed to sleep with my light off yesterday night.. i was really tired after reading all those study materials.. and thanks for SOMEONE.. hehe.. if it wasn't because of her.. i guess i will be sleeping my way through already while reading anatomy today morning.. she is seriously so nice.. lol.. thank you.. (you know who you are..)

well.. talking about these.. i will now place a short post with Bahasa Indonesia in it.. since some of my friends requested it.. but seriously.. it will be really funny.. imagine me using my 6 month old Bahasa Indonesia to write an essay.. it will seriously be plain funny.. well.. never try never know... here it goes...

memang senang selepas ujian anatomy tadi.. walaupun stress giler. tapi.. senang hati jugak karena anatomy akhirnya udah selesai.. kelmarin aku belajar hingga pagi ni.. capek giler dong... stress... aduh~ harapnya nilainya tak jilek seperti yang kelmarin tu.. yesh.. tambah dua hari lagi aku bisa pulang ke Malaysia.. tak sabar yo!! tapi jangan risau ya teman-teman.. aku akan beli oleh-oleh untuk kamu semua.. sehingga sini aja aku tulis ngan bahasa Indonesia yea.. sampai sini.. mungkin udah ada orang yang ketawa hingga sakit perut dah.. memang benar.. Bay punya bahasa Indonesia.. jilek giler... kan Bay ni goblok!!

p/s: sorry if there is spelling error.. and there you go.. a short bahasa Indonesia post.. and god knows.. i really felt very embarassing and weird to post this short and lousy version of bahasa Indonesia up.. it shows how dumb i could be.. anyways.. since i promised.. i have no choice but to do it.. hope it could bring some laughter for you guys.. since it is stressful after the anatomy exam just now... see.. i am so kind to actually help you guys to release some of your stress.. TT huhu~

for now.. REJOICE everyone.. while i go and sleep now.. nights.. oops.. i mean.. good afternoon.. =) hehe~

2009-01-13T00:13:00.003+08:00

lets see what i did today..

i bind my anatomy and biochemistry book
have dinner with my cousin
got freaked out when i was reading Jenson's blog.. i was reading.. and reading.. suddenly his hip-hop song just pop out from no where.. and seriously.. i was so shock and stunned.. i actually jumped up from my chair.. zzz..
i just had a ghost story session with Vijay.. and it sucks..
i am scared
i can't sleep with the light off now..
my music will be on for the night...
i am still scared..
i don't dare to look outside my window..
and.. last but not least... i am still freaking scare...

today's lesson.. NO more HORROR story/movie/action for Bay.. i just totally can't take it.. issh!!

2009-01-12T13:46:00.009+08:00

Good morning everyone... my dearest bloggers and readers.. well.. i just got back from the emigration center.. and i am seriously tired now.. as i slept at 3a.m yesterday just configuring my blog layout.. as i unintentionally used the same blog layout with one of my senior's blog.. and i have to wake up at 7a.m today.. which was a hard task for me.. as i have been waking up really late lately.. i guess i will have a short nap later... as usual.. hehe..

well.. lets see... on my way home (i was in an angkot.. for those who don't know what is an angkot.. well.. just imagine a van acts as a bus now.. that is angkot here..)... i finaly saw a car with cute decorations on it.. for over 6 months.. i have been only seeing people here modifying their motorbikes... adding an amplifier on their exhaust pipe for their motor.. from a lousy motorbike into a loud speaker + smokey pipe motorbike.. unlike Malaysia.. we rather modify our car.. as we know it is much more worth it as it still consist a second hand value.. for the people here... motorbike is their vehicles.. and they seriously drive madly here.. oh yea.. one more thing.. people here will use their horn as often as they could.. for them.. it is like a must to horn thing.. cats also they horn.. dogs too.. humans.. vehicles.. and sometimes.. even when there is nothing in front of them at all.. it is like a habit for them... is it really fun honing even though nothing is in front?? i wonder... (if you do that in KL.. people will surely take you as a paranoid attention seeker..)

hmm... when i am in a bad mood.. i always believe that by just eating a sundae or an ice-cream.. will cool me down or something.. but not for yesterday.. well.. for yesterday.. i got really tensed up.. i was angry.. pissed off.. and everything i do just doesn't seem right.. until Clara, my favourite bestie here in Malang (Clara is my best zi-mui!! "zi-mui" is sisters).. actually chat with me.. trying to cheer me up... and after a few hours (if not mistaken).. after that chat.. i finally managed to cool myself down.. gosh.. in the end.. i finally decided to sleep.. and not long after i lie on my bed.. i then slept off without a sound.. the next thing i know.. my stupid phone is waking me up already... gosh... good sleeping moments always ends so quickly... =(

i almost felt like destroying my phone everytime it rings.. i got so irritated everytime.. it is worst than my mother's nagging.. lol... (sorry mom!! i am just telling the truth here..) grrr.. if it was my clock... it will be on the ground the first noise it makes.. i did it once.. that alarm clock was actually smashed by me.. i took it up once it sounds.. and i toss it right on the ground.. the next thing i know.. my floor was full of scattered pieces of that alarm clock.. (sorry clock... your sacrifice was worth it... i woke up 2 hours after your death..)

so.. i ate my lunch in Matos again.. suppose to eat Tom Yam.. but since Tennyson ordered me seafood Tom Yam which i actually requested for a Chicken Tom Yam.. i then took his claypot chicken rice away from him.. erm.. it is not that i don't like seafood.. but in this case.. the seafood here is not fresh.. thats why i don't wanna eat it.. hehe~ i always believe that lousy food are meant for lousy people.. thats why i gave that lousy seafood Tom Yam to Tenny.. hehe~ because he is lousy!! (sorry tenny.. i am just telling the truth here too.. HAHA!!)

anyways.. i will blog until here first.. i will be having my exams tomorrow.. can't wait till i get back to Malaysia.. hehe~ and thanks Regina.. for hosting me a gathering so SOON.. on Saturday.. lol.. it is the sweetest thing Regina did for me.. haha.. i marked it down.. don't worry... i treat you better next time okay?? lol.. rejoice everyone!!

2009-01-11T22:33:00.007+08:00

i am having those tension headaches now.. thanks to some certain brainless human being that is kept alive on this very sacred planet... why guys are so over protective lately just among their girlfriends?? they rather ask for the other girl's help than their own girlfriends.. what the heck is wrong with this earth man.. they can't even rely on their girlfriends.. then for the first place... why they still choose them??

COME ON.. relationships is more about trust.. if you buggers can't even give them the trust.. then why la still find them and take them as your girlfriend?? is it just because of the face or the fame?? LOSERS!! and now!! because of your stupid mentality.. it has been giving me stress.. i am so tensed up right now.. i feel like strangling the hell out of you man!! what really happened?? well.. this is what happened...

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mr.stupid: eh.. Bay.. what is this??

Bay: this form?? it is for some registration stuff.. you'll need it if you are away from this place for a long period of time.. which makes you incapable to come back in time to do the registration yourself.. then.. this form gives your friends the authority to do it for you..

mr.stupid: really?? can i have it??

Bay: Sure.. but who are you asking to do this favour for you???

mr.stupid: who you asked??

Bay: err... angel (just take angel as her name for now).. why???

mr.stupid: owhh.. then i will ask for her help too..

Bay: "pause for a while.. stun!!" why la you ask her too??

mr.stupid: one people can only do one registration is it??

Bay: how the hell i know?? this is the first time i am doing this.. i ain't taking this risk..

mr.stupid: yea.. you are right.. but nvm la.. i don't want my girlfriend to do it for me.. i will ask her still then.. i am willing to take the risk..

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see!! this is what i called stupid.. he himself is willing to take risk.. making me to have no choice.. but to take the risk with him as well.. and seriously.. i really hate to put burdens on my friends.. especially for those that are already kind enough to help you out... i felt so freaking bad to already asked her to register for me.. and now!! it is an add-on task for her.. imagine.. if later on both of the registration can't be completed.. how much of complications will there occur between 3 of us.. isn't that so not worth it... i am so tensed up right now... as i have to ask for my other friends to help me out.. and seriously.. this mr.stupid is really nothing but a freaking jerk.. issh!! i feel like taking him into a punching bag.. and hit the crap out of him!! urrrghh!! gosh... i need to reduce my stress... i feel like banging my head on the wall.. i never felt such tensed up before.. even if i am studying... i won't even have tension headache as severe as today.. and thanks to him.. i am suffering from it now.. and that feeling sucks..

i think i should drink caffeine after this to at least release my stress.. and while i am drinking it.. i shall disturb someone in my msn.. which i apparently did already.. hoping that this would reduce some stress.. gosh.. i hate jerks.. seriously.. i hope they banish right in front of me..

random fact of Bay #11
"i hate jerks and brainless fools"

2009-01-11T02:51:00.007+08:00

ouch... look at the time.. it is now 2a.m in Indonesia.. and 3a.m in Malaysia.. and a loner, me... i am still up from my bed.. hehe.. just came home from a movie.. "Sex in the City".. wao.. a good story.. and the funny part is when they speak english... all the Indonesian in the cinema was giving those "WTF!!" faces.. hehe.. this is what u get when you watch movies you don't get a hand on... as they said.. if you don't have a big head.. don't wear a big hat!! for this situation.. yupe.. if you don't have a good sense of english.. stay away from this movie.. as you will SLEEP.. like what my cousin did.. he slept on the spot.. =)

well.. it was a great night.. great dinner.. with 5 guys ONLY tonight.. felt great.. we joke.. and apparently.. it was really fun.. i love bachelor's night out.. hehe~ makes me to get that "WE are FAMILY" type of feeling thou.. anyways.. time always fly when you are having fun.. no doubt.. it was really fun.. and i am really exhausted now.. after a happy dinner.. with an add-on of happy time.. jokes.. movie.. and talk with all of them!! hope that we will have more of THESE time together... where the word "freedom".. comes true..

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random fact of me #1
"i hate people that always think that they really know me.. when they don't"

random fact of me #2
"i hate people that always wanna take my attention.. and even dare to think that they are worth of my time.. when they are not"

random fact of me #3
"i rather intake caffeine than vegetables"

random fact of me #4
"i believe time is my mirror.. thats why.. i hate people who judge me when they don't even barely know me"

random fact of me #5
"i appreciate people who appreciated me"

random fact of me #6
"i hate girls with makes up.. (those with EXTREME one)"

random fact of me #7
"i ain't gay.. but i act like one.. to see how many dummies will think that i am one"

random fact of me #8
"i can cook.. i can play piano.. and i am willing to make the girl i like happy.. even if sacrifice is needed"

random fact of me #9
"i don't like pizza"

random fact of me #10
"i have more facts in myself.. but i shall end it now.. as i am now really tired"

peace!! good morning everyone!!

2009-01-10T12:31:00.004+08:00

a random post from a random boy.. well.. sometimes.. when i see my friends.. my relatives being sad just because they broke up with their loved ones.. or maybe an argument occurs between them.. making them angry and stuff like that.. well.. i know that feeling is really hard to bear.. but actually... if everyone took their time to actually think what they should do instead of what they did.. the ending will be much better... choices are there.. we are the one who choose it... and each choices we made.. have it's own consequences... once a choice has been made.. one consequences will we have to bear.. of course.. it also means that wrong choices lead to worst consequences.. but this isn't bad at all actually... because of wrong choices.. it makes us to be stronger.. and of course.. it makes us to learn how to make choices wiser and better if the next time the same scenario repeats..

if Newton was hit by an apple.. and he has chosen not to do further research about gravity.. i guess that the consequences will be us, we humans to actually be lack of a very huge and important knowledge-gravity... yes.. i always believe that each choices we made... leads us to different endings... and if we are wise enough (everyone is).. we could have a better tomorrow.. instead of hugging the pillows on our bed.. sitting at a corner... crying..well.. i prefer using those time to actually think through what happened.. even if tears were blasting out from my eyes.. i will still try to find solutions.. and what to do to fix the problem.. however... some people choose to have flash back that particular time.. as we know.. different people have different mindset.. but nevertheless.. i will always agree that.. life is tough.. as days goes by.. we grow older.. we will make more decisions than today.. if today we face difficulties.. we should find a solution for it.. and face the sound as we must not regret of what decision we made.. but we should appreciate what we get from what decision we made.. this is life..

as what i always heard.. if you don't appreciate stuff.. you will never enjoy life.. and in order to appreciate stuff.. you must first appreciate yourself.. your thinking.. just be yourself.. and not trying to change yourself for the others.. think wisely.. as your decision decides what kind of tomorrow you will get.. be strong.. and learn how to be even stronger.. when we are facing our daily life.. don't give up.. don't cry... don't complain.. don't waste our time emo-ing.. but we should use the time.. to learn.. to solve.. and to be stronger.. as we need that strength.. to face more and more difficulties as we walk down our daily life..

p/s: i ain't strong.. but this will be a reminder for me... because.. i myself know that i have to grow up one day too.. besides... this post is for someone i know.. who is heartbroken now.. but.. this is what i also learn everyday.. this is my mindset.. if there is any mistakes inside which might offend anyone here.. please forgive me... because.. i am just sounding out what i think.. as i said.. this is my mind.. my mindset.. peace~

2009-01-09T23:28:00.007+08:00

"Sad is temporarily..
Time will be the cure..
and
Experiences will be our strength.."

a simple message for those that are suffering from a broken heart out there.. stay strong.. and be strong!!

well well.. just a short post... while i am enjoying my lovely cup of chocolate drink.. hehe... i shall advertise for this company's product here as it's chocolate drink is really really super tasty.. and after drinking this brand lately... i am seriously addicted to it now... it's chocolate is so smooth and seriously.. it doesn't taste too sweet or what.. it is just nice.. and as a chocolate lover myself.. for this brand!! i will be recommending it to every chocolate
lover out there.. okay.. maybe it is a bit expensive.. okay... quite expensive.. 4 ringgit for 2-3 cups only.. and the worst part is... it is only available in Indonesia... but it won't stop me.. from purchasing it... reasons?? well.. firstly.. me love chocolate.. and secondly.. i drink it to prevent myself from taking too much of caffeine.. which i have been over taking it in these pass few days... gosh... i remember taking 3 cups of tea/coffee per day.. i seriously should stop myself from doing so.. i am now DETERMINED to change myself from a coffee-holic into a choco-holic.. besides.. i always agree that chocolate tastes always better than the other flavours.. don't you chocolate lovers agree with this??? hehe...
i bought some back for my Malaysian friend... hehe... hope they will like it too.. weeee~ my countdown to my Malaysia back-to-home flight is getting closer and closer.. i can smell Malaysia as day passes by... weeee~~ MALAYSIA!! here i come... !!

2009-01-07T13:30:00.003+08:00

issh... i am so lazy lately.. i don't have the mood to work my ass up... my mind tells me to study.. but yet... my body somehow rejected it... and actually in the end.. after a long hour of body and mind struggling.. my body finally gave up... and in the end obeys my mind's order.. to study of course.. but who knows.. it is already 3a.m when the whole things end.. so in conclusion.. i never studied.. AGAIN.. for another day.. =( arrh... and i even made hot chocolate... hoping that my brain could be refreshed and actually do some reading before i sleep.. well.. in the end.. those energy was used to disturb Ken Hon in MSN.. haha...

p/s: Bay with glucose cause serious hyperactive symptom... so beware.. if you see Bay drinking anything consists of high amount of glucose.. you better advise him to stop.. another alternative is.. avoid him after that.. or else... you will have to suffer from annoying irritating disturbance from Bay..

so.. i am heading home really soon.. packed everything already... weeee~ can't wait to go home.. i miss a lot of things siaaal!!

well.. it is time for me to really study.. tomorrow i am having my bioethic exams.. if i don't work my ass out today.. i could already imagine what type of colour that is coming out for my results soon.. okay!! short post... GAMBATEH!!

2009-01-05T16:44:00.014+08:00

YESTERDAY AFTERNOON!

one of the best scenery you can find in Malang is just right on their paddy field.. =) i just find it really nice especially when the wind starts blowing on the field.. and the paddies just follow the flow of the wind.. the best part is when the wind blows.. a wavy effect will occur.. and seriously... it gives me a pleasant and calm effects.. i don't know you guys.. but... i just love the natural breeze.. as it is cooling and relaxing..

well.. i guess some smarties will be asking why suddenly Bay became so random.. starting to snap scenery which he does rarely.. people will even think that something struck my head or something... well.. good guess... the reason why i took the effort to snap a picture there is because...

during the walk with tennyson to buy my lunch.. my lousy slipper actually spoil... it just spoil suddenly.. the rubber thingy just putus like that!! and i can't even use it to walk as the slipper can't be use no more... zzz... in the end.. tennyson went back to the house to grab me his extra slipper to wear... while me... i just stood there like a lost retard child.. snapping everything i find interesting there...

so.. after wearing that slipper.. i actually just wanted to dump that rotten slipper there.. but in the end.. i still became a good citizen.. grabbed it... wrapped it... and dumped it into the rubbish bin.. see!! i am a good citizen...

conclusion: don't buy lousy cheap stupid slippers.. it makes your life rotten.. and worst comes to worst.. it actually makes you a retard!! you will be standing there like an idiot.. and snapping pictures just like me!!

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TODAY MORNING!!

we went to the emigration office to settle our emigration stuff.. we gotta pay for it in order for them to further process.. so.. early morning.. me and the rest of my housemates actually went straight there in order to finish this stupid task faster.. "finish fast... go back fast".. that's what we were planning to do.. which in the end... failed.. the people working in there are just totally lazy people... they promised us to complete it by today... and in the end.. give us weird excuses like the computer spoil la (he shows us the computer.. BUT.. either he thinks we are an idiot.. or he is one.. when someone said the computer spoiled already.. PLEASE LA TURN IT OFF!! at least i MIGHT believe you or something!! you don't TURN on the computer.. telling us it malfunction or something when the graphic on the monitor looks so lively!! PLEASE!! DUMB FOOLS!!!) or the officer haven't sign this and that la... some idiotic brainless excuse la.. and they actually asked us to wait till noon.. "imagine going there at 8a.m and you have to wait till 1p.m".. zzz...

so... we waited.. waited and waited.. until our stomach start growling... so.. we decided to go to the nearest shopping complex for a morning meal... we went in there... being the first visitor of the day... surveying the half opened shopping complex.. "the shopping complex just open.. while most of the shops are apparently still close"... 2 food stalls were open then.. one is this!!

while the other is Dunkin Donuts.. well... we chosen this weird funny high class coffee shop for our breakfast spot.. WITHOUT knowing the price... we went in.. landed our ass on the sofa.. "high class wei!! got sofa!! we thought the price will be okay la~"... and ONCE we open the menu.. our face suddenly turn pale...

we seriously never expect such pricy food for breakfast.. the price is SO EXPENSIVE.. it is almost the same like coffee bean!! it is suicidal!! we almost wanted to leave.. but.. it is just very bad and embarassing to leave just like that... so.. we finally decided to order French Fries to eat.. the cheapest in the menu... shared by 4 people... we thought that IF we buy something... at least we still can leave the coffee shop glamorously.. just like the way how we entered.. so.. we ordered... and the waiter gave us a "WTF?" look too... imagine 4 people eating French Fries.. how gay could that be..

so.. the French Fries came.. and i laughed.. the others laugh too..

why??

well.. when you pay something expensive.. you will either expect the food to be big(portion)..
or maybe..

tasty..

attractive..

or maybe...

worth eating..
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those kinda good feeling la...
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now!!
you guys.. please evaluate THIS for us..
the 5 ringgit worth of
French Fries

LOOK at this!! only 20 batang of French Fries!!
i repeat!!

20 BATANG!!

IMAGINE THAT..
IT IS
SO FREAKING LITTLE!!
and..
AND..
AND!!!
they charged us SOOOOOOOOOO
BLAARRDDYY

EXPENSIVE!!!

okay... FINE.. in the end... we paid up.. AND LEAVE!! scolding ALL sorts of vulgar words you can EVER imagine when you are not satisfied with stuff... and we just entered Dunkin Donuts after that.. right away!! after paying!!

p/s: WE AIN'T RICH!!

i order this set of meal for breakfast.. and it WAY MUCH cheaper compared with that lousy stupid coffee shop... basket!! and it is WAY DELICIOUS!! WAY LARGER in PORTION!! and WAY WORTH THE MONEY!!

see!! it is BIGGER than that fries!! = ="

me eating... "with that tired look on the face"

Faiz eating.. we are all hungry.. see the way we eat la!! it is tasty btw.. so.. we kinda don't mind eating uglily.. as long as we enjoyed the meal.. and stuffed our stomach in the end..

EAT! EAT! SCREW EXCELSO!! This one better!! yum~ yum~

all of us were kinda pissed off today..

WHY?!

1. Lousy breakfast
2. Lousy biochem results
3. Lousy services from the emigration department
4. Wasted money
5. Wasted our time

Conclusion: Malaysia is better!! WAY EFFICIENT!! and for the restaurants... coffee shop... they show PRICE TAGS to people.. instead of letting the customers to sit down.. discovering the price themselves with fear and shock!! seriously.. i was damn shocked with the price they stated.. it is way too expensive.. gosh!!

haihz.. time to really study now.. played too much lately.. well.. time to score... so.. study!! may God bless me... =) JIA YOU!! Good luck everyone~ ^^

2009-01-04T13:08:00.008+08:00

okay.. so.. for some more entertaining post.. i actually stole these jokes from Huey Lynn's Blog... which i find VERY funny... so... hope you guys can enjoy it as well... =)

*MUTHU & THE INTERVIEWER*

Interviewer: 'What is your birth date?'

Muthu : '13th October.'

Interviewer : 'Which year?'

Muthu : 'Every year.'

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*MUTHU & HIS MANAGER*

The Manager asked Muthu at an interview... .

'Can you spell a word that has more than 100 letters in it?'

Muthu replied: 'P-O-S-T-B-O- X.'

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*MUTHU & LONDON TRIP*

After returning from a foreign trip, Muthu asked his wife,

'Do I look like a foreigner?'

Wife: 'No! Why?'

Muthu : 'In London , a lady asked me, 'Are you a foreigner?'. . that's why.'

Wife : ?????????

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*MUTHU & TOURIST*

A tourist from U.S.A. asked Muthu whether any great man was born in his village...

Muthu said , 'No sir, only babies were born here.'

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*MUTHU & HIS EXPERIMENT*

Muthu was doing an experiment with a cockroach. First he cut off one leg and told it to 'WALK! WALK!' The cockroach walked.

Then he cut off it's second leg and told the same. The cockroach walked.

Then he cut off the third leg and did the same.

Finally, he cut off its fourth leg and ordered it walk!

But the cockroach didn't walk.

Suddenly, Muthu said loudly, 'I found it. If we cut a cockroach's four legs, it becomes deaf.'

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*MUTHU & DRIVER*

When Muthu was travelling with his wife in a motorised tricycle, the driver adjusted the mirror.

Muthu shouted, 'You are trying to see my wife, eh? Sit in the back. I will drive.'

*****

*MUTHU GOES TO HOTEL*

Muthu went into a hotel. To wash his hands, he went to the washbasin.

Then when he had finished, he started washing the basin.

Seeing this, the manager asked what was he doing.

Muthu pointed towards the signboard

'* WASH BASIN * '

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*MUTHU & INTERVIEWER - FINAL PART*

Interviewer : 'Just imagine you're in the 20th floor of a building and it's on fire. How will you escape?'

Muthu: 'It's simple.. I will just stop my imagination. '

*****

*Oh... Lastly.... I forgot ............ the funniest.... *

At a political rally, Muthu was arrested. Why????????? ???

Because a lady journalist with a badge which read '*PRESS*' pinned on the right part of her blouse walked past him... and he did it!

Teacher: Ah Kau, if your father has $10 and you ask him for $6, how> > much would your father still have?

Ah Kau: $10.

Teacher: You don't know Maths.

Ah Kau: You don't know my father la!

Mother: David, come here.

David: Yes, mum.

Mother: You really disappoint me. Your results are getting worse.

David: But but but....I will only get my report card tomorrow???

Mother: I know that, but I'm going Hong Kong tomorrow so I'm scolding you now.

Father: Why did you fail your Mathematics Test?

Son: On Monday, teacher said 3 + 5 = 8

Father: So?

Son: On Tuesday, she said 4 + 4 = 8. On Wednesday, she said 6 + 2 = 8. If she can't make up her mind, how I know the right answer one???

Girl: Do you love me?

Boy: Yes Dear.

Girl: Would you die for me?

Boy: No la, mine is undying love only!

Man: How old is your father?

Boy: Same as me la.

Man: How can that be?

Boy: He only became a father when I born lo!

Teacher: Simon, your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?

Simon: No la, teacher. It's the same dog!

Father: Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you anything!

Son: That's why I tell you she's no good!

Teacher: Where were you born?

Student: Singapore, Sir.

Teacher: Which part?

Student: All part of my body lo.

A boy came home from school with his exam results.

Father: What did you get?

Boy: My marks are under water.

Father: What do you mean 'under water'?

Boy: They are all below 'C' (sea) level lo.

*peace (^^)v*
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when there isn't any place to hide... the safe zone is all you need... reminder.. i ain't gay.. haha... i just like the sign.. =)

oops... some gay soul took my gay picture and post it up... zzz.... anyways... just for laugh... another true fact about me... i am NOT gay!!

Make Love!! not War!! =3

2009-01-03T14:15:00.011+08:00

weird... seriously... when it comes to girls issue... my brain will always be filled with question marks... well... all the while.... i always used the wrong method to find or actually earn the heart/attention of the girl i liked... and when i start to think about it now... it is true that everything must start from the basic level... friendships... and then we can reconsider to actually further the relationships or not... so now... my question is... after being friends... how the hell am i going to know whether it is time to ask or not...

this might be a stupid topic... but it have been seriously crushing my brain cells harshly... trying to think about this.... it gave me another pinch in my head... zzz... when the girl replied your sms... we count that as a good sign.. (i guess so) but if she don't... does that means that you should start giving up??? arrghh.... why there ain't any books for dummies that actually teaches us how to earn a girls heart... or maybe sound our voice to them... =( relationship are always complicated for me.... T.T huhu... maybe it is true... Bay is suppose to be a loner forever.. sniff~~ (i just want to know her more FIRST.. then.. be with her.. IF POSSIBLE.. is this so hard to ask?? lol...)

how the hell you can actually tell whether the girl have a slight tiny bits of feeling for you?? how?? how?? their faces don't tell me the answer directly!! ISSSH!! can't you girls be much more easier on me...

"lol.. just joking... i tension lar ni... TT huhu.."

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Simple Post of the Day

fine.. ignore the question... i actually took a morning walk to the badminton court today.. using my university route... i actually snapped this picture as it is a very catchy, beautiful, nice, worth-having-a-look type of scenery.. ahhh... it has been ages since i take my lazy ass around for a morning walk... =)

so... we played badminton... eventhough i could only run like a mad boy... and jump like a 3 years old kiddo.. i still managed to play okay today... okay fine.. i know i suck badly... but at least give me some credits.. at least i can still serve the shuttercock... right???

after that... we went to the nearest shopping mall to have our breakfast.. p/s.. we aint rich k... we are just trying to avoid from getting diarrhea or something.. since previously... i had it just because i ate dirty roadside foods... zzz... hate that moment... it seriously stinks.. as most of the time you are actually dating with the toilet instead... =(

(Tan is so hungry.. see.. once he placed the chopsticks inside his mouth... he don't feel like letting it out from his mouth no more... as they said... it is chopsticks licking good...) =x

"i wonder will he kills me when he sees this?"

owhh.. and look... in our university.. we actually got snakes... i never knew it until today...

"was it there all the while??" i wonder.. =/

okay... it is time to hibernate... nights nights... i will see you guys in my dreamland then.. =P i just miss M'sia now.. =( i wanna release my tensions.. my stress.. my question marks... about girls... snifff~

2009-01-02T17:24:00.005+08:00

Question of the day:
What will happen to this white carrot.. if i drop it straight!!

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very well.. it is already 2009.. sadly... 2008 left me just like that... without a sound... i was expecting like 2008 will wave to me and kiss me goodbye or something... which it didn't... T.T huhu... weird... why is time, months and year so different?? different in the sense that time will repeat in the figure of 1-12 while in GMT it is 1-24... months will too...e.g. January-December... and it will repeat itself again.. but years.. as it goes by... it never really repeats.. do it?? gosh... =( i am getting older year by year.. T.T and i hate this feeling... as day passes by... you tend to lose something in life... and changes will keep occurring... the task now for me is... if the changes keeps occurring.. am i fit for the changes?? my countdown timer is counting down day by day... it is almost time for me to get back to M'sia.. and i seriously can't wait for that to happen... i really hope that i could meet up my family and friends soon... and of course... i hope to see her soon... =/ well... now i realized that... time really never waits for anyone... few weeks ago... i was struggling my days through... hoping that time could actually move faster... so i could go back earlier... and now... i felt that time is passing too fast... a bit too fast... that i somehow can't kept myself in track now... i am wasting a lot of my time doing nothing but sleeping... gosh... i am starting to turn into a pig... =( is it possible to have the ability like Hiro Nakamura?? i wanna control time... =( wouldn't that be so fun??? well.. i guess this is the pinkest picture i ever took all the time... and i seriously like this picture.. because... i am on a keyboard.. "i miss my piano"... btw... New Year Eve was fun!! we actually celebrated it in Ylaine's house.. task was given to each of us in order to make our life easier... for my housemates... our task is to buy the chickens.. and to make salads too... after buying the chickens... i then marinated the bbq chickens.. and actually bbq-ed them for the night.. it was brilliant... delicious... i think i ate 10 chicken wings at least... and still craving for more in the end... should have bought more instead... grrr... starting to regret now.. =(

happy belated New Year everyone.. see you guys really soon... i shall stop my post here..

for the performances...

credits goes to:
Tennyson (for acting like a maniac)
Tan (for supporting my voice in some parts)
Meei Meei (for singing the high pitch)
Zi En (for supporting the girl parts)

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Answer:
it will become a bringjal.. weeeeeeee~ because drop down di... surely become blueblack laa!! zzzz...

2008-12-29T00:19:00.010+08:00

KUMNOMA Grand Opening!! held in Hotel Graha..

The stage was awesome!! =)

so.. congratulations to KUMNOMA... that was a wonderful dinner.. and a really Malaysian fashioned... why i said so??? because.. everyone on that particular day... are so fashionably LATE.. as usual... cheh... when will Malaysian actually changed their rotten behavior... and worst comes to worst.. the people who are attending this event are doctors... see!! LATE DOCTORS.. if we don't change our rotten behavior.. we can really start using a bigger and larger scale graph to measure the death of the patients... and i guess.. because of these LATE BEHAVIOR doctors.. the graph will increase dramatically (just a comment.. don't take it too seriously.. hehe...) anyways.. lets continue...

the hot chicks of batch 2004 seniors.. seriously... as we keep counting the years... the amount of pretty girls are seriously decreasing.. and for my batch... the amount of hot chicks is countable with just the finger counting... and this makes me jealous.. jealous of all my seniors.. life is so unfair.. why the elders always get better things?? they have so many hot chicks.. until calculator are involved...

Finger Counting Hot Chicks
vs
Calculator amount of Hot Chicks

c'mon.. i will surely want the calculator amount.. at least you can choose.. lol.. rather than the finger counting amount.. when the chicks choose you.. =/

this is Akmal and me.. lol... he is the most handsome Malay friends i got.. lol... (in my batch)

the event hall!!

so.. i was actually called to perform on the day.. and i actually choose to sing that night.. which i hope i did not sang badly.. haihz.. anyways... i will upload the performance ONCE i get it from my senior... damn.. i really wished that i sang okay.. and didn't screw it up... really really hoped so.. Datuk and my headmaster were there too.. yiks... lets pray for the best then.. =)

well.. the food for the night is really really tasty.. i almost planned to take away some of it.. but in the end.. same scenario happened again.. i don't have the balls to do it... so... instead of taking away.. i actually FORCED myself to swallow them... and seriously.. i have NO REGRETS bloating my own stomach that night... i felt like vomitting but still.. it is worth it.. =P

look!! this was my 1st plate.. i mean.. my 1st dish.. buffet style... i took this first.. hehe.. got so hungry... i actually ate 2 plates of this.. 2 bowls of tom yam soup.. and 2 more bowls of deserts!! weeeeee~~ and seriously... it is the best dish i ever ate in my 5 months stay in Malang, Indonesia... this meal is AWESOME!! wooohooo!!

well.. this doll is cute.. and it was hanged on a christmas tree.. so i actually snapped it down.. sweeeeet... =)

and the photos of my housemates.. i think this was the best photo snapped for the night!! finally.. i got a picture.. a NICE picture that consist of me and my housemates.. so precious.. hehe.. well.. i guess that's all.. like Kak Bil said... this blog is like a picture blog.. and seriously.. i wont deny that.. as i said.. i am too lazy to blog lately... let's just let the picture do the talking.. and let your eyes do the reading... nights guys... Happy Belated Boxing Day... and an Advance Happy New Year.. (incase i did not update and wish you guys that day..) thats all.. chill out!!

Malaysia!! i am coming for you really soon!!

2008-12-27T12:42:00.006+08:00

Christmas Christmas!! weeeeeeeeee~ the day when Santa will actually sneak into your chimney.. and actually place a present under your Christmas tree... and that is of course.. if you are a good boy lately.. hah!! okay.. delete the lame Santa story.. well...

this is what we had for dinner... amazingly... the food here is CHEAP.. and it is FREAKING big... that big egg stuff is named as FU YONG HAI!! lol.. i was laughing everytime i actually read that name.. who the hell actually created that name... haha... we even got restaurant named as MO HAI here!! okok... lets continue..

their Loh Mee... it tasted okay... but if you wanna compare it with Malaysian Loh Mee.. this Loh Mee is better to be thrown into the dustbin...

YES!! i am heading back to Malaysia really soon!! REALLY SOON!! everyone!! this are your gifts from me!! (wait lar for me to go back first... issh)

owh... we actually have a Divali night.. and it was awesome... i meant the food... hehe... i actually wanted to bungkus some back... which apparently i don't have the balls to do so... =( and i am regretting deeply now... huhu~

Rendang..
Rendang...
Rendang....
Rendang....

RENDANG...

and thats me... the autis boy!! weee~ okay... forget it... lets proceed to my long lazy post... =)

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When i came here... (July 17th -December 27th)

the first time i came here... i was really shocked... i never knew Malang consists of Shopping Malls... and sitting bowls... (toilet bowls) well... when my life consists of this 2 things... this means that i can 100% live on here... and seriously.. as day passes by... i really enjoyed my life here... the only things i miss is my parents.. my frenz... and the food in M'sia... and i seriously won't mind living here if God actually imported them here... lol... anyways... Rock On please Malang!!

the people here are seriously nice... they accepted of what i am.. and i never once actually regretted making friends here.. as they are really great great people ^^ of course... there are surely some unhappy stuff happened during this period of time.. such as MASEK.. performances.. batch arguements.. donkeys story... monkeys story.. all those funny patty weird unwanted stories.. but since it is almost New Year... it is time for me to wipe off these scars.. and start everything over again new and fresh!!

well.. i dunno why lately i can't write as much as i usually do back in Malaysia... i am getting lazy i guess.. or maybe clueless of what i should write.. maybe i should just continue with my WishList'09 and also my Aim'09...

WishList'09
1. Cap
2. Bicycle
3. some cool formal shirts..
4. Good results
5. Many Many AngPao
6. More Friends
7. an unforgettable happy Birthday
8. my family to be always healthy and happy
9. everyone i know to be happy and healthy
10. last but not least!! an happy peaceful year!!

Aim'09
1. Be a good boy
2. Be a betterman
3. Get to know more pretty chicks.. (lol..)
4. continue my autis life
5. Get to know more Indonesians..
6. Learn up and polish up my Indonesian language
7. appreciate everything in life
8. not to feel regret of my doings!!
9. train my abs!!

lets pray that all this could happen... weeeeeeeeeee~ can't wait till New Year!! 4 more days!! clock!! push forward faster!! Everyone!! my dear readers!!

HAPPY ADVANCE SAFE PEACEFUL HAPPY UNFORGETTABLE PLEASENT NEW YEAR!!! see you guys really soon.. =)

2008-12-22T13:45:00.005+08:00

yesh!! so i shall and will stay back in Indonesia even after Christmas... anyways... it will be kinda fun as i will be able to celebrate New Year here too "smiling with anger in my heart"... (but some part of me still wanna see how people here celebrate New Year) hmmm... so... i am having my 2 weeks holiday now... and i will be really busy for the coming days as i need to settle my emigrations stuff... gosh.. i felt so.. busy.. =(

so.. lets summarize what happen this year..

during January-July (Lincoln College suck-age!)
well... by just looking at months... i feel like smashing my laptop straight... WHY?! this was the suckest months of my entire life... because.. in these months... everything seems to be repeating!! the things you learn repeats... college life repeats... gosh... i really REGRETTED doing badly for my Taylor's SAM results... it was a disaster... and due to that... i wasn't able to study in the local uni... but after a long time thinking about this matter... i found that... if it wasn't about lincoln.. i will never be able to step foot here... to study medic... and if i couldn't study medic.. my dream as a doctor will only be a phrase.. or an untouchable dream.... and because of them... i am able to know more frenz here.. and trust me... local people here (Indonesian)... they really are very nice to me... and i seriously... never once regretted stepping foot at this ground.. (except of my batchmates part).. so.... here it goes.. my first shout out!!

THANK YOU LINCOLN COLLEGE
&
SCREW YOU FOR GIVING ME A HELL OF A TIME IN YOUR PLACE!!

okay.. my next post will be for my second briefing of month July - December.. so... lets see how it goes!! =)

2008-12-14T19:13:00.024+08:00

Friday... i actually planned to celebrate Tennyson Kwan Chong Chuen (my housemate here) birthday... it was a surprise and was held in PAPARONS PIZZA.. which unfortunately... it was raining REALLY heavily outside that day... therefore... we can't buy any cake for his PAPARONS surprise party... ending up... we only ate for the fun of it... and have to dely the surprise birthday party in the end... well.. eventhough we can't celebrate it this day... it was still a hell of fun for us...

well.. Doctors nowadays are nerds... we study a lot just to get our brains to pass thru the correct path... see... i was infected by that nerdish disease as well... and as you can see... only nerds can survive in the Doctor Faculty...

But... we pre-Doctors also need a rest.. in our leisure times... we will get our track back to the trend... button off... and "BOOM"... the nerdish me suddenly transformed into a LALA version... which we could see... LALA... is the current trend in the society... (i might be away from M'sia... but it doesn't mean i am out-to-date or something...)

of course... my Gay hormones never let me down as usual... see!! i am acting like a gay as always... thanks to the guildiances of Matthew last time... zzz... this illness is fatal... i can't stop disturbing guys... hoho!! (beware guys!!)

sometimes we are told that to be that special someone... you need to achieve something special... like catching the stars... or touching the moon or something... well... we pre-Doctors wanted to be that special someone... since we are used to be a nobody in life... so practically... we tried to make a star and touch it... see... we did something extraordinary in the end... we are a somebody now!! wooohooooo~

Life is also fun sometimes when u can be a loan shark or something... it just makes you look tough... and nobody will actually bully you in the end of the day... since we look nerdish in Uni... we decided to look tougher outside... so nobody could bully us outside...

Well... we actually ate the pizza buffet... which is only 8 ringgit Malaysia.. and guess what... it is seriously... amazing!! it tasted not bad... and of course.. it is really filling!! and i miss pizza so much... a look at it makes me wanna chew it down to my stomach straight!! yummy~~

EAT!!! EAT like there is no tomorrow!!

i even ran to the buffet table just to take more pizzas... since i am a teenager... i need to eat more to ensure i have the enough nutrients for my growth... so... EAT!! SNATCH!! RAWWLL!!

and trust me.... the drinks here is REALLY sweet... it makes you wanna puke... i hate it... the more i drink my milkshake... the thirstier i get... gosh... this is plain retard... you buy this drink to torture yourself... zzz...

after eating 5 slices of pizza... (after i came here... my stomach got smaller... zzz...)

i feel like vomitting... i am so stuffed in the end... until i felt like dying... (today lesson: eat to live.. not live to eat)

so... here you go... the pizza gang... and these people here.. they can really eat more than 5 slices of pizzas... sadly... i am the only guy there who only ate 5 slices... while the rest... they are like gaints... wao... anyways... i had a lot of fun that day...

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Sunday.... our university have this Jalan Sehat thingy... which was really a waste of time.... anyways... they asked us to gather at the uni by 5a.m... and in the end... the event only started at around 6a.m... (and i thought only M'sian are the only with the fashion late bad habit)

This are my batchmates... ready for the walk!!

well... we 4 are the only paranoids that actually RAN the whole WALK-a-THON.... and we suppose to win something... but then... we never get the competition coupon.. so... in the end... we are to say... "run for nothing"... zzz... anyways.. we spend 30 minutes time to run 2km... around there... the fastest for the day!! weeee~ (p.s.. i look dumb inside... forgive me... i am memang a paranoid...)

afternoon... we straight away went to Gaint (EH!! here got GAINT okay!! don't you guys think this place is a ulu kampung area!!) to celebrate Tenny's birthday!! and it was planned so well... he got touched as the surprise was really too sudden for him.. hoho!! (Tenny.. that cake is bloody expensive wei... TT)

My cousin feeding his girlfriend... sweet couple!!

Notice that slice of cake with something on it??? thats chilli sauce.. and Tenny... was FORCED... to eat it...

but.. instead of eating it... we in the end smashed his face on that particular slice of cake.. see... he looks cuter now... (he was complaining that the chilli sauce entered his throat... and he said that it was so freaking spicy.. that he can't close his mouth..)

we walked around after that to survey for Christmas presents.. and seriously... this Buddha statue is really nice.. it is approximately 300 ringgit.. slightly cheaper here... and it is seriously... nice... thats why i snapped it down...

due to the lack of promoters here.. i actually helped them to promote their products for free.. those are some cute pen holder... cost 15 ringgit... (freaking expensive)...

and that was a pen and pencil holder... a cup like that... very cute... and it is 30 ringgit... gulps~ (expensive!!) but i got something worth 80 ringgit as a Christmas present for someone... hoho!! hope that it is nice... and that person will like it... =)

after that walking around.. and shopping around.. i finally found a good sofa.. and sat on it... seriously.. this shop sells almost everything... got Food (dog food)... electronics good... furnitures... and office wares.... it is some sort of outstation company.. but seriously... this place is really big... (it is inside the shopping complex Gaint as well...)

Pirates of the Carribean chess set worth 100 ringgit!!

The statues of the angels... really some beautiful collection... i wanted to snap more pictures... but was stopped by the shop keeper... TT (no photo area... CRAPS!!)

well... pray for me hard.. if i get good results... i will be heading back to M'sia in 2 weeks time... so.. see you guys soon k?! take care... and have a happy weekends!! weee~ (sorry for the retard + crappy post... i am in a very sleepy mood now.... tired after running 2km for nothing... zzz...)